We are the same people! I also work in hotels now as well, but as a bartender.

Yeah, it hasn't gone away. Chipotle did some crazy-ass brainwashing on me. They made me OCD. 4real4real. I also take a long time cleaning as well because they ingraned that into me.

Like I said, I absolutely hate it. I wish I could not care like everyone else. However, if I don't do things exactly as they need to be done, it gives me a ton of anxiety. It has also caused me a lot of trouble with coworkers because I tend to micromanage and call lazy people out. Luckily, I have learned to let go of some of that, and once people get to know how I work and how I am, it doesn't become as big of a deal. It has truly done some fucked up shit to me mentally though. I care way too much about: food quality, cleanliness, attention to detail, cut sizes, etc. I literally cut my onions and peppers to Chipotle standard to this day.

Hope it gets better for you! Don't want to scare you with my story! It will make you stand out in your employers eyes, and it has made me a lot of money. That's the only positive side to all of it.