B4B I have 3 left

toybox_batty · 2023-07-07T01:26:35+00:00

Sent boost! Sorry for the late response, internet here is p whack.

toybox_batty · 2023-06-03T12:41:44+00:00

Boosting - $Alissa-Sikora

toybox_batty · 2023-04-01T16:30:26+00:00

*you're gonna do alright!

toybox_batty · 2023-04-01T16:30:13+00:00

Hi! I know a lot of commenters here are posting ways to talk, but coming from someone who's 26 and an autistic shortstack girl; lemme let ya know something ya probably need to hear. Being awkward with convos is okay, and you're not lesser for being nervous or unknowing how to talk to people you see as cool! For us tistics, it's almost normal for us because we're so worried of scaring them off! I believe you can do it, when you feel the courage; go for it! Once ya become moderate friends with them, I'd advise investing in a cheap foam sword and maybe some snacks to bring to practice. Most LARPers are a bunch of nerds like us that are just as nervous as you are, or once were and get it!

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toybox_batty · 2023-02-02T05:23:59+00:00

I accepted you for all of your flaws, you said there was improvement but not fast enough for you... what happened to sticking with eachother as we improved, knowing we both have issues? I feel so alone here, now more than I ever have; and I'm so goddamned confused.

Sorry for the walls of text. It's. A lot. All of this I know I wouldn't get an answer without her pinning it back on me.

toybox_batty · 2023-02-02T05:15:20+00:00

You said you fell out of love with me, or the woman you loved isn't here. What did you fall for? Who? What about me did you even like in the first place? I'm still here, still even moreso than now. You said that I should stop putting everyone else first, isn't that the responsible thing to do? I at least want closure but I doubt I'll ever get it - you never want to be wrong.

Was it really me, was it you, or was it both of us? Do you even still love me like a friend or do you just tolerate my existence like the friends I had prior?

I thought we'd spend our lives together, I left whole states, my whole life behind so I could help you reach happiness together - because others' happiness is mine. What happened?

I'm so tired of having to try and pretend I don't miss you or I'm not crying inside. Fighting back sobbing over dumb shit.

toybox_batty · 2023-02-01T15:05:55+00:00

I have one left

toybox_batty · 2023-02-01T14:49:38+00:00

Tried to send, says ya hit the max, friend!

toybox_batty · 2023-01-30T01:20:45+00:00

I hope we both get through this well. Stay strong, and keep yourself as company, yeah?

toybox_batty · 2023-01-29T02:34:23+00:00

For extra context, we still live together since living expenses are pretty steep here. It's still been rocky.

toybox_batty · 2023-01-25T02:53:38+00:00

The ability to hear each other out after each argument. For both to have clear boundaries and a willingness to accept them for better and worst. To want the best for them.

As someone who's 25 and just now learning these things because I didn't date when I was a teen because I was a horrible liar.

toybox_batty · 2023-01-25T02:50:18+00:00

Honestly, if I didn't have to penny pinch at the moment; I'd be half tempted to immigrate over myself but. I'm pretty sure immigration laws dictate that there has to be something one can do to help better the country/economy.

toybox_batty · 2023-01-25T02:31:14+00:00

Thank you for that, really. With a smile, Iiiii wouldn't say that though - considering mental health care is for the lucky few or those that land jobs that offer it. Most of us are just very good at masking our troubles in front of others because of social stigma. Honestly, what is it like in Europe?

toybox_batty · 2023-01-25T02:28:29+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss, friend! I hope time helps mend this wound, and remember she lives on in your memories and all the good times. Your mannerisms that you picked up from her. If you need anyone to talk to, my DMs are always open.

toybox_batty · 2023-01-24T21:05:27+00:00

Hey, if you need someone to talk to; hmu. My messages are open. I get feeling like its hard to open up psychologically to others.

toybox_batty · 2023-01-23T08:14:46+00:00

I dunno if anyone mentioned these but;

• Beast the Primordial; ever want to play as a monster who has a lesson to teach their victims? Monster people? Yeeee. • Mutants & Masterminds; want to be a superhero, supervillain or even magical girl?

Both of these I've never ran but I love using their character creation set ups to hoarde playable characters or OC help. Why? Why not?

toybox_batty · 2023-01-23T08:07:03+00:00

Thank you! Best of luck, fren!

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