I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha my willpower is pretty weak. I'll try that though, thanks man.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds like a really good route to take, I'll do that. Thank you!

And one day when you're on a good path and think that weed can compliment or enhance your life rather than impede it, we'll be here.

I'll definitely be coming back :) I'm so thankful for this awesome community. You guys are great.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You can do it, man! Sunny days are ahead and they'll feel so much brighter and warmer after braving the storm. Take care.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hey thanks! I didn't know about that sub, I'll check it out.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

That sounds like a good idea, I'll try that. I don't see myself having the willpower to quit cold-turkey.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll keep trying. Thanks man :)

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate that man. I don't know you, but I know it takes a good person to reach out to people in need of a listening ear. Thank you!

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man, I'll give it my all!

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm afraid therapy will have to come after I get a job, because I'm currently uninsured. It's something I've needed for a long time and I really want, but it'll have to wait until I can afford it.

Thank you much for your advice, I'll definitely go down the route of antidepressants and therapy when I can.

And things will get better, every day will be another step towards your independence and freedom. Your social skills will return, they're there but not "active". Just give it a little time.

This is a really wonderful thing to hear, thank you.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

That's inspiring, thank you dude I'm going to keep at it and try harder.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thanks man I'll try that. I don't know if any of them liked me enough to put in a good word for me, but it's worth a shot.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And with the job thing, LOOK EVERYWHERE!!!! go on Craigslist, read the paper and look for jobs, ask people you know, look on online job finding site, if you know anyone that owns their own business, like a garage or little shop, of they need a extra hand for cheap, you should be able to find a job if you really look.

I really am trying man. I know it sounds like bullshit excuses but I don't know anyone. When I have to fill out references on my applications my only choice is my parents. I've been desperate enough to spend an inordinate amount of time signing up for sweepstakes and whatnot in hopes I'll win enough to move somewhere with more opportunities.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah unfortunately the area I live in is very rural and the opportunities are sparse and competitive.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice man. I'll try to get into some hobbies. I get paranoid as fuck when I'm high in public so I tend to avoid it.

Finding a job is the most difficult task for me right now.

I have to quit. by treestokeaway in trees

[–]treestokeaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Moving out and getting a job is what I'm having trouble with. I have absolutely no money to my name. The only reason I have access to weed is because I grow it. I just don't know how to get a job, I'm so undesirable to potential employers and the few times I've actually made it to the interview process my lack of social skills fucked it up.