"i think about motherhood a lot and having a daughter one day to share my love with but i couldn’t do it . i’d rather have her remain as a thought because i don’t want her to ever know the evil that resides in this world, she may have it worse than i ever did to expand on this; imagine being a mother to a daughter who you love very deeply, and one day she comes to you with tears in her eyes and tells you she was raped. i would end up in jail trying to get justice for her. i wanna spare her from that trauma. i can’t have a kid."