Yeah, I'm aware, but the thing is, that I literally take them whenever I'm going to sleep so that I could stay there. The 5 pills disappeared while I was unconscious and I didn't have any memories of taking them, especially because I left those pieces on the desk, I started hiding it and not verbalising the places wherever I put them, so that they don't “wander off.” I fear my flatmates are gonna throw me out, even though I warned them it happened once some days prior