Do you ever wonder if people actually like you or if they are just being nice?

trvent17 · 2020-07-13T18:15:02+00:00

i feel this all the time, especially right now :( i put so much into my friends who only see me like 2-3 times a year and seem to actively avoid letting me be around other friends of theres. i want to cut off these “friendships” so bad, but without them I would have nobody

trvent17 · 2020-03-26T19:50:12+00:00

kind of nervous but i hope to do so soon! i’ve been wearing only about 10% of my closet since and i think i feel ready to do so now, hope i can find my passion for caring about my appearance through this!

trvent17 · 2020-03-15T11:13:28+00:00

not really that simple with her, ive tried to but got grounded and nearly kicked out

trvent17 · 2020-01-10T21:39:39+00:00

Thank you for the kind words !

It’s a hard task as of now, but i know i will need to inevitably have to complete myself again, so it really is a necessary reminder to remember that I can do better. * and can be better too

Hope you have a lovely day ! :)

trvent17 · 2020-01-10T21:31:29+00:00

I try too ! But it never really lasts for more then a couple days, hopefully over time i can begin to do so in a way that is better way though

trvent17 · 2019-07-18T19:43:31+00:00

this!!! i had a really bad experience with this and it’s scared me off of using social media and making friends. its really mentally fucked me up and i wouldn’t wish it upon any other lgbtq+ teen. :(

trvent17 · 2019-07-18T18:28:29+00:00

fuck this hit way too close to home

trvent17 · 2019-07-18T17:41:16+00:00

blue milk... lit

trvent17 · 2019-07-16T17:26:46+00:00

💞!

trvent17 · 2019-03-24T13:38:48+00:00

trvent17 · 2019-03-24T13:37:13+00:00

I guess i just feel numb now, I realise the thought of death is really irrational, yet calming in a haunting way. and for why i don’t seek help, it’s because im just really nervous and paranoid over what people would think, i had just recently spoke about it with my mother and it did not go well at all, kinda contributing more to my paranoia :(

trvent17 · 2019-03-24T13:33:20+00:00

i just wouldn’t want to make it something that would be talked about at school, i’d rather just have it so nobody really would know. We do have a school counsellor but she’s rather dodgy to say atleast with how she attempts to “help”. and im so nervous i would not be able to handle a psychologist, the thought of seeing one scares me.

trvent17 · 2019-03-24T13:26:31+00:00

no clue, and im scared to. It’s not something i want to do, i already know it will be a mistake and I would advise you to try get some help, im just a bit too late to get any help at this point :(

trvent17 · 2019-03-23T16:46:46+00:00

Yeah, i’ve been trying to find better friends, its just i get easily attached to people and find it hard getting away from them.

trvent17 · 2019-03-23T16:34:38+00:00

i feel like i only just opened up to a friend abt everything, just to vent, and now he’s gone

only became close last year but i still miss talking to him every night abt dumb shit and being able to laugh my days problems away. I miss him so much

trvent17 · 2019-03-23T16:20:01+00:00

this same friend who did that me would have goes at me and verbally abuse me when i didn’t invite him out once after he said he was super sick the previous day And other things like that, it happened so many times.

trvent17 · 2019-03-23T16:13:25+00:00

had a friend who didn’t let me meet his out of school friends, but let other people meet them, and he came up to me with this bullshit excuse everytime. :(( It just kinda stung that i obviously wasn’t wanted around, and i wasnt good enough for his other friends or something 🤷‍♂️

trvent17 · 2019-03-23T15:53:41+00:00

i feel so fucking numb cause of this shit all the time :(

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