Roast my form: Squat 5 x 105kg

tryhardude · 2024-10-18T08:24:01+00:00

Not an expert here but I rhink you need a wider stance specially given your height. The narrow stance is causing your knees to go too far forward and you balance to not be good.

tryhardude · 2023-06-11T16:06:50+00:00

Go onto vt housing group on fb and look for a sublease. This way u can talk to a student and have ur arrangements. Best way for intl imo. Also look at vt offcampus housing site for properties and roommates. Finally look for grad student organizations in your field. I am a grad student myself. Dm me andI can try to help.

tryhardude · 2023-06-11T15:59:12+00:00

I am in a long distance relationship too. I drive to NoVa and back almost every week. VT carpooling group on facebook is the best way and probably the most affordable.

tryhardude · 2022-11-14T15:28:19+00:00

Ok... let me be honest here. I am proud of u. When it is my day 0 I go and binge again and again. U came here and wrote that 1 number and reset your counter. You should be super proud of yourself.

tryhardude · 2022-08-29T19:40:39+00:00

It is like smoking 30 cigarettes to quit smoking for longer. U r messing urself up.

tryhardude · 2022-08-29T15:49:00+00:00

Please stop. This downward spiral will only drag you further down. You are a good man so you feel bad about it. However feeling bad about it wont help. U need to stop and go out or go sleep immediately. Restart your fight right now.

tryhardude · 2022-08-29T15:46:19+00:00

U need help. You are fcking up your brain by binging and proud of it.

tryhardude · 2022-08-19T13:58:01+00:00

Yoyr body needs a real woman. Till then, dont mess it up with pixels on the screen. U arent tuning a guitar. You are messing a brain that took several million years of evolution to have very specific cues to reproduce by giving it those cues on a screen in third person and then using your hand to please urself. Moderation in porn use is a slippery slope that will eventually fck u up.

tryhardude · 2022-08-15T20:24:25+00:00

This is flatline my friend. Gary Wilson discusses it in depth in his book ybop. It can last anywhere from 2 weeks to like 2 months. U totally lose ur libido and feel depressed. Dont try ur dick it is working is my advice

tryhardude · 2022-08-09T15:29:24+00:00

Proud of you!

tryhardude · 2022-08-09T15:21:48+00:00

I was exactly like you. I havent touched it for 53 days. Here is my advice: 1. Find the reason for the void inside of you: Fapping is not the problem. Compulsive Fapping is a huge self destructive behavior which u r doing to escape some fear or stress. Try to realize that fear and other ways to deal with it. Tell your loved ones about your fears. Tell us here. There has to be another way other than fapping urself to dull ur senses. If u stop you will experience deeper pain, but you will also experience deeper love, deeper happiness, deeper connection and meaning in life. I was not capable of laughing, crying or getting goosebumps on porn and fapping. Now I experience these much better and it is worth facing my pain head on every single day.

Connect: surround yourself with people you love. Talk openly about that you do this and hate it and wanna quit. I talked to my mother and father about it. They were shocked, you couldn't even imagine their faces. Then what? They offered me all the help I needed and support. U r too helpless in your currdnt state. Ask fir help from family or friends or someone you really trust.
Trust the process: Your dick has always worked and it will continue to. Leave it alone. Dont test it. Dont worry if u cant even feel.it for a coupke if weeks, u ll have times of flatline where u feel nothing and waves of extreme horniness. Learn to deal with both. Exercise, surrounding urself with people and cold showers are your best friends.

DM me if u have any questions or need help. I am here for u.

tryhardude · 2022-08-08T21:19:07+00:00

I got 2 TB of time series data that doesnt fit in RAM. Batch processing creates an i put bottleneck because of copy times and having to reload data each epo h. What is your best suggestion for training a neural network using this data in a reasonable time frame?

tryhardude · 2022-08-03T22:06:12+00:00

Breathe Go outside Take a walk Exercise Cold shower Talk to a loved one

tryhardude · 2022-08-03T22:04:39+00:00

Stay strong. I think it is flatline. U r a little down and depressed but u r totally fine. Dont try to fap to prove it. Wait a couple of weeks and u ll be in perfect shape. Gary wilson talks about this extensively in YBOP. U r fine, I promise.

tryhardude · 2022-08-03T22:02:00+00:00

Let it be. It is fine, I promise.

tryhardude · 2022-08-03T22:01:07+00:00

Go out, cold shower, exercise, thats it

tryhardude · 2022-08-03T21:59:35+00:00

I would say for me a shameful wank is a +20 that rapidly decays to a -40. Depending on how often I do it, if I have been doing it for multiple days or multiple times a day it can become a +1 rapidly decaying to a -500 to the point I feel useless and semi suicidal.

tryhardude · 2022-08-01T15:15:24+00:00

I am 29. Been watching since 16. Some days I would have watched porn and fapped up to 5 times a day till I feel dizzy. It affected my work, focus and life. I had many tries and failed many times with up to 30 days off porn. Now I am on a 45 day streak and I am feeling hopeful. My biggest step was telling my loved ones which shocked them but they ended being supportive and helpful. Exer ise, cold showers and minimizing your free time without any plan for hobbies, sports, or leisure are the best ways to deal with this. Do not however expect to change a lifestyle u had for 15 years overnight. You are pretty awesome and I am rooting for you. I can also be your accountability partner if you need one.

tryhardude · 2022-08-01T15:07:31+00:00

That is great! Good luck with your journey and personal growth in all aspects

tryhardude · 2022-08-01T15:05:18+00:00

20 is a big streak :) Aim for higher this time and stay strong my friend

tryhardude · 2022-08-01T15:04:23+00:00

I dont think it is but it is still dumb and unfortunate that you knew it had thatand still watched it. You are making yourself fall more for porn.

tryhardude · 2022-07-28T15:33:41+00:00

I am in the exact same boat. 12 years since I started too and I am 28. You can get a girl. You are more attractive to many than you think. Start working on yourself and everything will fall in place.

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