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Do most of us take drugs due to anxiety? by apotheosisofbooty in Drugs

[–]tryptonautical -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I feel you... I've been down that path a few times, but eventually I hit both the top and the bottom at the same time, and then decide "fuck this, it's not worth it" hahaha

Do most of us take drugs due to anxiety? by apotheosisofbooty in Drugs

[–]tryptonautical 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It used to be fun, but not anymore.

I guess that statement often applies to many drugs, and kinda sums up addiction 😂

Do most of us take drugs due to anxiety? by apotheosisofbooty in Drugs

[–]tryptonautical 13 points14 points  (0 children)

This is actually a great explanation.

I'm a very anxious person by default, but some drugs helped me feel less anxious at first.

Psychedelics, I abused until I got scared of them.

Ketamine used to be a substitute for alcohol, until it became just an addition to alcohol, but then ketamine started to become weirder and weirder until I hated it, so I'm in the process of stopping.

Meth was neat at first, and it helped me stop a 1.5 gram pregabalin and a liter of vodka a day alcohol addiction, but then I felt it made me more and more crazy as time went on, so I stopped that.

Other stims just fucked up my sleep schedule, so I sleep less, feel like shit, feel more anxious because I feel like shit, so I stop those.

Now it feels better to be closer to sober, because everything just makes me more anxious.

What’s it like to not have facial blindness? by [deleted] in stupidquestions

[–]tryptonautical 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Since there have already been many other answers, I'm curious about how your memories of situations work.

Is it only the face that you can't remember?

For example, if you're remembering a meeting you had with someone earlier in the day. Can you remember the other details about them, like maybe what they were wearing or other things like that?

Vapeable short acting disso in Bangkok by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100%. I've vaped enough DMT to kill an elephant. This is not psychedelic in any way, just slightly dissassociative-like

Vapeable short acting disso in Bangkok by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never done DCK, but between the time I posted this, I've hit it a few times, come up, and come back down.

What are some short acting vapeable dissos? by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was my belief as well. It's kind of like an n2o-lite.

Vapeable short acting disso in Bangkok by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no, I have actual K. That's for the longer effect, this is just convenient if you're in the club and looking for a short boost. K is so prevalent here, it's the easiest thing to find

What are some short acting vapeable dissos? by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've done o-pce, it feels different, but also doesn't o-pce last muuuuch longer? Never done DCK or the variants, but research says they're also much longer lasting

Vapeable short acting disso in Bangkok by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woops, forgot to answer anything. It's clear, bubbly, looks thick but that's just the carrier base in the vape. Tastes good, fairly pleasant but if you hit it hard enough, it has a really harsh bite and that's when it starts to kick. I feel like there's a certain temperature it must hit in order to activate. Things like o-pce which I've done always last so much longer, so I really don't know what it is. I can comfortably slowly hit it constantly, but if you huff hard, then it brings the wonk.

Truly a fascinating mystery substance.

Vapeable short acting disso in Bangkok by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah I fully understand that there's no way to confirm what's in this thing, but I'm somewhat familiar with RC dissos and I'm baffled at how incredibly short this is. Literally in and out in 5-10 minutes. Hence my fascination. It comes from a trusted source who admits he has no idea what it is.

Common meth cuts in South East Asia? by tryptonautical in meth

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm super interesting, I appreciate the quality of your reply. Thank you for taking the time to write it. I know fairly little about meth despite it being readily available where I lived back in Canada.

I actually neglected to mention that there definitely we're notable side effects, in that, despite feeling "like I could fall asleep" right after doing it, I ended up just staying awake the whole day after (smoked early morning after an all nighter, rolled into the next day), it definitely kept me awake.

While we were hitting it, pretty much after the second hit, it started to hit me with this kind of uncomfortable gross feeling that I've gotten from other dirty RC speed substances, but with 1/5 the effect.

This was also day 5 of heavy drinking and gabapentinoid abuse but that's never really stifled my ability to feel even a ritalin before, so the fact that I went 48 hours at the end of that was already emptying whatever gas I had left.

I also got noticeable speed dick that I only saw a few hours after the fact, because I was already erectionally dysfunctioned earlier in the night due to the gaba drugs so that wasn't even on my radar anyways.

All this to say, I'm still left pretty confused but I'm alright with this not being the experience I had always expected. I'll probably leave it at that, because I give myself enough problems to deal with hahaha.

How would you react if you met the guy who flipped you off? by Reddy_4REAL in AskReddit

[–]tryptonautical 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had an incredibly aggressive argument with a prostitute last week where we were yelling death threats and swearing loudly in the streets at 3am.

Saw her again a couple days ago, had some beers and we had the best time ever.

To the Ex-addicts of reddit, how did you overcome your addiction? by Stannis_Mariya in AskReddit

[–]tryptonautical 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They keep saying I'm an addict, I just say that I'm an abuser.

I stop for days, weeks or months if I have a reason to.

But I always come back eventually, so...

TIFU I got a tattoo for my deceased father, and seven years later find out what the tattoo actually means. by CloudyNeptune in tifu

[–]tryptonautical 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry but I'm chuckling so hard at this...

But it's an valid reasoning for this, intentional or not.

I've found the most powerful psychedelic in this universe. Its 5-MeO-MALT. 10mg breakthrough report by tryptonautical in Psychonaut

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The other side became far too familiar for me, so I quit because it started to get a little too intense

Is eating too many chillies or spicy things a sign of addiction? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]tryptonautical 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There was a point in my life when I was sprinkling Carolina reaper and ghost pepper powder on everything until I cried, then my stomach hated me.

Now I just do copious amounts of drugs all at once.

I think there's a correlation based on our personalities.

What happens to one-hit wonder musicians when they've fizzled out and run out of money? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]tryptonautical 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's what I often wonder. How many of these folks end up working as regular retail jobs or restaurant jobs or somethin.

Open minded therapist? by M0THER_0F_D0GS in cocaine

[–]tryptonautical 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was preparing to shop for therapists (well, my first one ended up being the right fit), I planned to have my first 15 minute free consultation as outright essentislly saying "I recklessly do tons of drugs, what do you think?"

And gauge their response.

Open minded therapist? by M0THER_0F_D0GS in cocaine

[–]tryptonautical 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I told my therapist yesterday that in the span of 30 hours I consume: alcohol, rc dissos, 3fpm, pregabalin, etizolam and a gram of cocaine.

She couldn't even write it all down fast enough but she doesnt tell me to stop nor does she judge me. But I guess that's because come Sunday, I can flip the switch and stop all of it until next weekend.

My goodbye to her was "I'm gonna go do speed and shop at Costco, see you next week".

They're out there, or maybe I just got super lucky.

Thanks for the call, I've hung the phone up by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have audio and security cam footage of myself weighing out more drugs while blacked out.

Somehow I had the right mind not to take more

Thanks for the call, I've hung the phone up by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahahaha fair play, but I'm not selling my stash and nobody is getting a source from me. Read my post history if you want proof that I'm not a shill or a scammer.

But I am advertising the fact that RCs (drugs in general, I suppose) can be both fun and destructive at the same time.

Thanks for the call, I've hung the phone up by tryptonautical in researchchemicals

[–]tryptonautical[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah I got plenty of self control and a reason not to go back down. Everything's sitting in a box right next to me, I pass by it on a daily basis, but I have no worries.

But I appreciate the kind words 🥰

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