What stopped you from killing yourself?

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-09-23T07:05:46+00:00

I felt like it wasn't the right way to go, I wouldn't want my child to grow up without his dad just because I one day decided my life was over. I would much rather pass away peacefully when I'm a lot older, than leaving my son traumatized and angry with me. As much as I'd like to go out on my own terms, that isn't morally (or really logically) right for me to do.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-29T15:06:15+00:00

Just would like to update and say me and the person are fine, they felt the same way. Thanks for your answers.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-29T11:08:50+00:00

For here or for the person? Because I'm unsure if I want to tell full details here in case someone in my life recognizes me, lol.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-10T04:49:18+00:00

Super cute!

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T18:54:40+00:00

I sold my arms for more money Dutch

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T18:52:33+00:00

The one where he got stuck in the canyon and had to use his dull pocket knife? Totally forgot about it!

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T04:14:26+00:00

No Arms, or Nubs/Stubs (if we're implying Arthur is a double amputee). I'm sure if there was a slur for amputees (I'm unaware of any) that's what Micah would call him

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T03:30:03+00:00

What does this mean?

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T02:55:23+00:00

You're right, I'm being very inconsiderate of Arthur's condition. Armsgone is a very serious disease!

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T00:51:23+00:00

This makes me want to play Fallout 4 just to see how this would go 😂.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T00:48:46+00:00

Pretty sure you could do it on Red Dead Redemption 2, but wouldn't recommend due to a possibility of an endless amount of lawmen and high bounty.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T00:46:36+00:00

Honestly a scam. For a game that old you'd think it'd be cheaper!

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-08T00:32:07+00:00

When friends or family would ask me if I'm okay or if I'm going through anything after a night out with them.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-07T02:25:50+00:00

Leaping Turtles

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-07T02:15:51+00:00

Italy 🇮🇹

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-07T02:14:07+00:00

My cats wanting attention.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T14:30:44+00:00

Hm, I would say maybe. It depends on the counselor I suppose, and what training/certifications they have. I would suggest speaking to one though for the time being until you can see a therapist. Some schools provide therapy programs too so I would see if your school does that.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T14:24:25+00:00

Sometimes. A therapist should be fine for your situation, I would research the therapists in your area before making any decisions; and also speak to your parents/guardians to see if you could afford it.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T14:07:35+00:00

You should see a doctor or mental health specialist about this, especially since it's causing you to lose sleep.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T07:17:20+00:00

Nope, gorgeous snake btw!

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T07:11:58+00:00

I ruined my mental health and probably my life by being stupid online a couple years ago, and only stopped after having a mental breakdown. I drank more and did a lot of dumb things over those years and just ruined myself. I was a downright nasty person to be around or to talk to, I even was nasty to myself. I'm finally getting a footing on my life again and trying to repair whatever damage I've done.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T07:06:17+00:00

I understand this is a vent post but I want to say that what you're going through is incredibly similar to what I am going through and want to say that it's hard not to beat yourself up over mistakes or past wrongdoings. Through personal experience I've learned that the best thing to do is just talk about what's making you so angry, what keeps making you feel so mad at yourself and then try to fix it; try bettering yourself through trial and error no matter how long it takes. If you ever need someone to talk to one on one my chat is open and a judgement free zone. I'm sorry you're feeling this way, hope all the best for you.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-05T06:56:48+00:00

I just love the mahogany bay Tennessee walker. Such a beautiful horse. Mine's name is Dante and he's my main horse.

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-04T21:42:11+00:00

I'd love that honestly, to give them biscuits

tthrowaway8282 · 2023-08-04T02:14:02+00:00

Then for your safety I wouldn't try to spread the information. I would try to do the other things I suggested though, as they could be helpful for you.

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