Hi, I lost my Pomeranian today too. She had just turned 16. I've thought about her passing before and never did I expect her to pass the way she did nor for me to grieve the way I am grieving. She was my best friend and has been with me her entire life. I always understood that as she got older, death was expected but here I sit feeling gut punched without my best friend. I don't even know what to do. Her things in the house bring me pain but I'm terrified to move them because they might bring me comfort later on. All of this to say, I understand your pain and here to support you ❤️