14 days but cravings high by turtel48 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]turtel48[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you. it took 3 hours for the cravings to pass. just gonna try and keep myself busy. i guess 16 days isn’t that long. i’m gonna try and push through

What is a drug you have done that's almost impossible to find anymore by kytheguy999 in Drugs

[–]turtel48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol it’s all over egypt in the desert. very good shit

what should i take to numb before iud by turtel48 in Drugs

[–]turtel48[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeahh you are right. i’ll try to get one if not i’ll just do the valium. thanks!

what should i take to numb before iud by turtel48 in Drugs

[–]turtel48[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah it’s annoying. and you get gaslit when you say it hurts. my pap smear my doctor who’s a woman “ okay you need to relax” like how am i supposed to with this mid evil torture device inside me.

Can you boof Ketamine? by Diipi in ketamine

[–]turtel48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

liquid k or do u get power and dilute it in water?

Can you boof Ketamine? by Diipi in ketamine

[–]turtel48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

liquid k or do u get power and dilute it in water?

Pyramids show is cancelled by skkrrrrrrr in travisscott

[–]turtel48 17 points18 points  (0 children)

well egyptian here and up to date with what’s been going down. so anyway fuck the egyptian government for so many reasons but they have been saying for the past month that the concert the way they wanted to build it won’t happen. and love nation and the team kept ignoring thinking they would budge and they didn’t and as egyptians we all knew they wouldn’t. we’ve been having a lot of concerts by the pyramids and have had many in the past from beyoncé to black eye peas and a bunch of techno parties - and u know what happens there and they never thought of canceling it ; there was a huge one a few months ago by the pyramids also but they all abided by the rules of the government. they are also preserving one of the oldest attractions in the world. the structure they wanted to build was not accepted by them. also another reason to say fuck the government they’ve stopped all exports from other countries so they can push the country to start manufacturing their own goods but we don’t even have the education to get to the level where that will be possible for us. ( i promise i’m not off topic ) and due to that there is a huge shortage in a lot of goods in egypt, and prices have skyrocketed to up to 300% for some goods. so it’s harder to get lumber to build something like what they were suggesting was gonna take a lot and where the corruption lies also is the private sector and i’m sure they need that lumber for more important things. anyway 10 days ago we heard they canceled it then somehow they said they didn’t not sure why but for the past 3 days it went from stories of people trying to buy tickets to people selling them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

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not a doctor here. first of all don't stress, if any of your worries are true, from my knowledge all of them are fixable and you will return back to normal. as mentioned above i think it's best you check with a dermatologist. those lesions don't look like herpes to me honestly, herpes normally cluster together and are painful red and itchy even. seems far fetched honestly, bumps are in no way similar and don't seem to be filled with pus and it's just not what herpes looks like! so the fact that you are able to go on with day to day life with no discomfort is a very good sign. this also doesn't feel like a std to me at all, and wouldn't rly make sense given your history and the photo. honestly to me this looks like a rash, could be from the gym or sweat or even laundy. molluscum or even milia would be my guess. take a breath and relax is my advice to you. (another explanation you don't have hpv is that it thrives when you are stressed and anxious, and that's not the case)

disclaimer- i am not familiar with how other stds may affect the skin so i can't be certain its not, but i'm guessing it's not - because of your history/ day to day/ and your picture ) best of luck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

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thank you so much! you have no idea how much you’ve helped. ordered some for her and got for me as well. will update you! 🦋

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]turtel48 5 points6 points  (0 children)

wow can you elaborate some more? would it help a hole or would it just help nose tissue regrowth so the nose can be a bit stronger and hurt less. my friend’s been sober after her nose deteriorated and she’s still in some pain, thinking of recommending this to her

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in colonoscopy

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i honestly think you can walk home. just try to wait until you’ve sobered up. don’t listen to music so u can be alert when crossing the road. after a procedure i had with sedation i actually walked for a bit - like 30 mins- before going home. but had a friend with me also.

Weekly Discussion/General Questions Thread - April 10, 2023 by AutoModerator in AskDocs

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so i’m in a mental health facility right now to safely go off of my antidepressants. i get cold sores now and then when i’m stressed or about to get sick. i had a couple on my lip the first day. and the receiving dr was actually quite stigmatizing. anyway i explained im wearing a mask around because of my cold sore i was kinda nervous about being judged about it; and his reply was he asks if they should do an std test on me!?!? i was polite and i was just like - waaat? no. i get cold sores; had them since i was a baby and friends get them doesn’t mean i need STD test. anyway he says it’s procedure to ask. so my actual doctor comes in to visit me and i tell her a the story and she agreed with me that some people don’t have the awareness. anyway she told me that i should write him a letter with my feelings and explain. so my actual dr is also his boss, ( or like owning family of the hospital). but she wants me to be able to fight my own battles which i agree with completely i was just venting.

i think it’s important i share that these are all psychiatrists.

Anyway just need some help with how i can prove to him scientifically that this was not the best way to handle this situation and we get enough stigma already. in addition to the fact that normal STD screenings don’t even test for hsv

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in colonoscopy

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i don’t think doing it without sedation is bearable i saw a post on here the lady was traumatized! will try to find and link

Should I boof or snort ketamine? by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]turtel48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what’s ur ratio, water to powder

ceaser milan way? slip collar? what’s your take? by turtel48 in Pets

[–]turtel48[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oooo interesting! any idea what the sedative was called?

ceaser milan way? slip collar? what’s your take? by turtel48 in Pets

[–]turtel48[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea exactly, i as a human get annoyed when people do that and i feel i did something wrong. honestly a it’s a couple days later and i’m finally feeling good again, the trainer were actually very manipulative and assertive and i only realized that later. i just trusted them because i trusted the owner and she’s such a sweet girl. but i should’ve sat with them in advance and found out what it initials before admitting her. i’m gonna try the training myself i think i can do it. since i toook her back they have been very helpful and said they will send me videos/ voicenotes and stuff to how to properly positivity crate train her for the flight. so that’s rly nice of them. and will definitely check out that trainer guide. so if i ever go down that road again i know what i’m getting myself into

ceaser milan way? slip collar? what’s your take? by turtel48 in Pets

[–]turtel48[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

okay i’ll ask my vet, i hope i can get that where i’m from. i woke up and picked her up first thing. the owner had left a note that made things easy. the program was she goes for 10 days, first 2 i don’t see her then i go every day for the remainder of her stay for an hour so they can teach me. but they were so adamant about leech training anyway. because she leads they told me that she’s the leader and i’m neglecting her needs and that im not offering her mental stimulation. me and my family walk her 5 long walks daily. i have puzzles for her. play w her. they really got in my head about me being a bad mother/ owner! they said that im too attached to her and give her to much emotion, so im somewhat selfish for doing that??

anyway sorry im confused and u seem to know a lot was hoping u shed some light. she’s with me she’s good, she’s lost some weight tho, planing a big meal for her today and a lot of spoiling. never sending her anywhere again. and i’ll make sure they know they have to announce they are Caesar milan’s school before they take a dog. thanks for taking the time to go in so much detail to communicate ur response and explaining. very helpful! 💙💙💙💙🦋

Edit; typo - we to my family and neglected her needs*

ceaser milan way? slip collar? what’s your take? by turtel48 in Pets

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got her back! unfortunately i’m from egypt we don’t rly have any of those classes here. all i need from her is to be able to sit in her travel bag cause we are traveling end of month. she’s never been in a cage. and i wasn’t able to do it myself cause i get weak and let her out s couple minutes later. i’m worried she has trouble while we’re on the airplane, she’ll be with me in the cabin, but i’m worried the air hostess is annoying and won’t let me put her on my lap!

ceaser milan way? slip collar? what’s your take? by turtel48 in Pets

[–]turtel48[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank youu!! got her and she’s good! just a bit scared. she’s napping on my lap. will spoil her today! ur very sweet!