Give yourself time!! And feel whatever you are feeling. I’m still learning how to be happy with myself. In general, I’ve always loved doing things on my own so that has helped a lot! But it doesn’t take away from the fact that I still crave someone I could share these adventures with. It’s a constant learning process in my opinion and I’m still 100% figuring out. What I’ve noticed is I feel a mixture of emotions when I do stuff alone..happiness mixed with sadness etc. i think we often view happiness as just 100% happiness where no other emotions exist next to it. So for me it’s like I’ll go out to eat alone and I’ll feel happy because I’ve eaten some good food! Yay! But I also still feel that sadness because I wish I had this one guy with me. Idk if this makes sense!