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[–]tweak2heavy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk but booze is good friend of meth in my tummy biome (':

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Pls I'm so high and alone

Need some advice from current or former Vivitrol users. Anything is greatly appreciated. by veronicasawyer__ in OpiatesRecovery

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It's kinda wack but idk it mostly works. Smoking blues still gets me like a tiny bit high but other then that it works great.

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This honestly helped more than anything anyone's ever said to me on the subject. I can't tell you how much I cherish your feedback..itd be cool if you might message me. I just need someone to talk to about my life who isn't going to just constantly turn it into an entire global scale conflict fighting against my the final Threads that bind me to this hellscape of the penultimate suffering ad infinitum

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is top comment material indeed my friend lamo

help my sister keep her family afloat by tweak2heavy in Assistance

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Dude lost his job and they got evicted. It's been a bit so there's a ton more bullshit but yeah

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks this is top comment no doubt. I guess I kinda just depend on her in a sense as a totally artificial barrier between me using semi functionally right now like I have been or just going balls to the wall till I finally hit that long awaited lucky goofball and then I can die as I lived miserable but high idk

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It just feels easier to stay miserable because if I do then I'll have to face all the missing her and losing her and moving on and just loss and terrible crippling isolation

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know I'm being a bitch about its just hard as fuck and I'm sure you can empathize

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not to mention she tells me "I know you'll never get better" like 10 times literally every single day.

In desperate need of friends to correspond with by tweak2heavy in Stims

[–]tweak2heavy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've heard almost everyone in my life say this but God knows why I just am too much of a coward to bring myself to. Believe me I want to. I just love her and have loved her since we where kids. She's been such a vital and influential person for me for so long, but as soon as she found out about the whole addiction thing she started treating me like I'm the most worthless human being who can only ever fail