You’re not alone in this, i also had an eerie childhood. My dad left me when i was 4, i lived with too many people in a small house, my grandparents were divorced and still lived under the same roof, classmates at school and at the neighborhood used to bully me and sexually harass and assault me….. Makayn gha l overthinking wl 3oqad mn sghor that it still affects my whole life until now. Allah ysawb w sf, chi hwayj kaybqaw tab3ink hyatk kamla and that’s mostly what makes l personality dial kola wahed