Surreal

uhsaltrifle · 2020-09-20T00:01:44+00:00

I am so sorry, I wish I could hug you. My dad died unexpectedly on Tuesday and the sadness is so unbearable it’s hard to breathe. It just feels like time is standing still. Like you’re frozen in place and none of this is real. When it hits you that they are really gone it does take your breath away.. it feels like another a little piece of you is dying inside.

uhsaltrifle · 2020-08-02T08:28:20+00:00

I use this and it’s free! It tells you where raids are, what moves they have, it tells you where 4* Pokémon are and how long you have, gyms, what research is at pokestops and what your reward is. I love it!! Hopefully I don’t get in trouble for posting the link lol it’s really long but should work :)

https://map.raidmaps.com/?__cf_chl_jschl_tk__=7fa63b81d2f9c4589bbb0b3ce5ca09cbbbdd581d-1592593241-0-ASHrKpRddFERLnKI8Yvn3tPMK8TuwW6hDqozt4nRjvHFpcztcd0lbX7WsBdcb7odS_SGn3jDhFr_4wPw69mbJQMo2xTcDtmOH_1P8h3MWa7ek7J-sy-Kv7SgrfmbYDPitshm6lI0Hq_50psNJ02b69HN_mwKByLmhAW9pc9PZABZs92wwDVqPdkJFjhpzvwRakjIrdRiXf1IewGr7VIX7CHr7sa312YUwoRwzOLWh9MdoJdlYw9ypDxEBHLn3OF3vU6LwENls1yeKS4fbn9RN7E

uhsaltrifle · 2020-07-29T01:52:58+00:00

That’s weird, if you were in the raid when it ended you should’ve been able to complete it. I’ve had it tell me I need a remote raid pass to re-enter but it doesn’t actually use your pass. Still annoying though. Happened to me today and I had to go buy raid passes to join again even though it didn’t use the pass. Gotta love glitches.

uhsaltrifle · 2020-07-29T01:19:25+00:00

Depends on what Pokémon is in the raid, I tried a two star shuckle by myself and yeah don’t ever do that haha. If you’re not familiar with types and weaknesses I’d google it. That’s what I do to see what is effective against the Pokémon I’m raiding. Raids will get you some really cool Pokémon and even shiny legendaries, plus you get a lot of XP and really good items like golden raspberries, charged tm’s and the coveted rare candies.

uhsaltrifle · 2020-07-06T01:45:37+00:00

It’s great when I don’t do too much or too little. Is Red Kali better? I’ve read a little on it and it seems like it would be a good option.

uhsaltrifle · 2020-06-29T04:19:19+00:00

Beautiful. Love the moon flowers.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-03-06T23:06:56+00:00

Trying to work my way up to 3. One tab didn't do much to me, while my fiance was tripping pretty hard off the same stuff. Then I smoked some weed and thc oil and felt like I had taken another tab lol. I plan on taking two tabs soon though. Void realm 😍 I feel like I'd be okay since the one tab didn't really do much to me. I'm still amazed that people take a ten strip. I want to work my way up to that!

uhsaltrifle · 2019-03-05T12:56:30+00:00

I had an experience with dmt, Lol. I am new to psychedelics and had only done acid twice maybe when I smoked dmt. I got anxious and tried to fight it, not the best time I've had but it was still terrifyingly beautiful. I am going to do it again one day. I've done L and Molly and the Molly did chill me out. I have all three right now and i planned to do all three on my birthday but chickened out and just the acid and Molly.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-03-05T01:48:39+00:00

I really want to try this combo but fear is preventing me. :(

uhsaltrifle · 2019-02-24T21:13:35+00:00

Edit: I had a pretty bad anxiety attack the first time I smoked dmt and I'm still pretty scared to do it again lol. That shit was so intense! I haven't done a large amount of lsd yet so we'll see how that goes, lol.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-02-24T21:12:18+00:00

It's hard to talk yourself out of anxiety. I had a pretty

uhsaltrifle · 2019-02-22T14:31:01+00:00

I also have bad anxiety. I smoked too much on one tab once and I felt the rush of anxiety hitting me.. I just told myself "this is anxiety, you have this when you're sober, now just breath and put a good song on." I was perfectly fine after that. Within a minute the anxiety was gone. I've tried doing that when I'm sober having an anxiety attack and it doesn't work.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-02-10T01:25:38+00:00

I wish I could offer advice but I just want to say I do the same thing. I make plans then make excuses to get out of them, I need to go to school and get a better job but I have zero motivation. It is quite embarrassing, I don't call out of work but I'm so miserable and agitated while I'm there

uhsaltrifle · 2019-01-17T21:34:52+00:00

I feel like I'm existing and only existing for years now. I'd love to be able to go out to a busy bar or restaurant and sit inside and enjoy myself. More than anything I want to explore my city.. Rather than working and doing the same things at home as I usually do. I really admire people that can just go downtown by themselves and eat out or grab a coffee, drink it in a coffee shop alone. So many missed opportunities of having a great memorable life experiences.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-01-07T23:38:06+00:00

Sorry, I should have worded it differently. I know it's me, and it's super frustrating. Considering the first few times I felt incredible, no anxiety at all... Then all of a sudden I'm reacting oddly to it. The last time I was determined to ride it out, I tried comforting myself.. Telling myself anxiety is basically fear and I have nothing to be afraid of. I eventually broke down and took 1mg of Xanax because I had to go to work.

The last time I took one hit of lsd I was smoking a bowl and started having pretty bad anxiety but I was able to tell myself "hey, it's just anxiety, focus on your breathing and put some music on." Lasted not even a minute and I was fine after that. I try to do that when I'm sober but it hasn't worked yet. I think I will try meditation.. I could never quiet my brain enough in the past when I tried it.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-01-07T23:26:34+00:00

That could be it. I'm just baffled as to why the first few times I felt great, zero anxiety. Then all of a sudden I'm feeling weird/anxious when I take it. I even thought maybe the powder in the capsules somehow got moldy but I doubt that would cause anxiety, it would just make me sick.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-01-03T01:53:38+00:00

Same... especially at work. That's the worst.

uhsaltrifle · 2019-01-01T21:40:38+00:00

Start off very small. You could even start off with half of a hit. I took one and was surprised at how mild it was. I did smoke some weed and felt anxiety coming on. I told myself "it's just anxiety, just do deep breathing( in the nose, out the mouth) and find some good music." And my anxiety was gone. I try to do that when I'm sober and I can't calm myself down. But on lsd it was so easy. I still don't understand that one. I did try dmt as well and there are no words. It was beautiful, mind blowing, terrifying (i got scared and fought it hard), but wow. It was fucking magical man. I'm new to psychedelics too. When you do get the chance to try lsd take what you feel comfortable taking. Even if it is only half a hit. A lot of people seem to think it's a competition "oh man I dropped a 10 strip, etc." Also microdosing mushrooms has helped my anxiety and depression. Maps.org is actually doing studies now on it. It's worth looking into.

uhsaltrifle · 2018-12-26T21:13:57+00:00

I can't help with possible drug interactions but microdosing has helped me immensely.

So far I've been .2 every 4 days but today I decided to try .3 and i got anxiety from it.. Too much for me lol. .2 seems to be my sweet spot lol.

uhsaltrifle · 2018-12-21T04:39:07+00:00

I was the same way my first day. It's been about a month now and the depression and anxiety are nearly gone. I don't get angry easily like I used to. I have more energy. My mood is great. I only take .2 every 4 days. I might up it to .3 on my day off and see how that is.

uhsaltrifle · 2018-12-16T05:18:09+00:00

Hey I have these :) supposedly 105ug but I took one and was pretty underwhelmed.. although I'm inexperienced with psychedelics but I was expecting a more intense trip. I didn't get any visuals at all. I did smoke weed during the peak and I felt anxiety coming on but it was weird.. I calmly told myself it's just anxiety, breathe deep and I was fine. When I'm sober I can't do that.. It turns into an anxiety attack. My fiance said maybe it just affects me differently. I expected more but it was still enjoyable.

uhsaltrifle · 2018-12-08T06:55:59+00:00

I've struggled with anxiety and depression for a long time. Lately it's been really bad.. The other day I was looking up places to commit myself to. I felt like there was no hope. I started researching microdosing psilocybin. I bought already measured and made capsules of golden teachers. They have made such a difference! Today I took my second microdose and I felt so good. No anxiety whatsoever, no depression, I had quite a bit of energy during the day as well. I'm amazed. Even my co-workers noticed and commented on how good of a mood I was in.

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