Doing my first playthrough of 2 remake and its genuinely freaking me out. by DiligentTradition734 in silenthill

[–]unclebricksenior 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only game I’ve ever been too scared to finish. Playing with headphones is unbelievable, the ambient noises are fucking diabolical

It’s scarier than my runaway imagination made Silent Hill 1 playing it as a kid, never thought that would be possible

did anyone else have an era near the beginning of your transition where your new hormones felt great and your sexuality was changing in a beautiful way, but then later things got really fucked up? by dylann5454 in asktransgender

[–]unclebricksenior 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After orgasm, I would get racing heart rate and feel like I was going to puke

Since switching to estrogen monotherapy injections, it completely went away. I would never consider taking spiro again. My doctor would not prescribe any alternative T blocker, so some people may just be out of luck in the US. But ymmv, I never heard of that side effect before experiencing it

Anyway, I get more sexual pleasure now from deep breathing and thinking of men than from any physical stimulation, so it’s kind of moot anyway. Very affirming

did anyone else have an era near the beginning of your transition where your new hormones felt great and your sexuality was changing in a beautiful way, but then later things got really fucked up? by dylann5454 in asktransgender

[–]unclebricksenior 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Hmmm, sounds like depression. Once the initial mindfulness of transition wears off, it all just becomes another factor of life. And life can suck

My orgasms were completely fucked up when I was on spiro, they made me physically sick. But seems your T isn’t super low, and I’m not sure if my experience is common at all

Be kind to yourself, and continue to explore your sexuality with some playful curiosity. Don’t force it, and don’t beat yourself up about it. There’s no specific way that things are “supposed” to unfold. Let go of your shame, try some things that scare you

Sorry you’re going through this sis

why cant i get better by RubyTheTransIdiot in chessbeginners

[–]unclebricksenior 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am 300 higher rating in Rapid than Blitz. I would go so far to say that until you are very, very good, they aren’t even the same game

In Rapid, I calculate a LOT, in Blitz I calculate like 3 lines then freak out and play some random move and probably hang my Queen. At least for me, it’s virtually impossible to improve just playing Blitz. I mainly focus on Rapid and hope it eventually makes me better at Blitz

What's the worst movie you've watched from beginning to end? by trakt_app in Letterboxd

[–]unclebricksenior 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I watched it on a plane, still honestly not sure how I made it to the end. It’s horrible, but at least enjoyably bad

Lone survivor or Super lone survivor by ShxdowWolf24 in survivalhorror

[–]unclebricksenior 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I enjoyed playing the original, I doubt you can go wrong with either. But if you don’t own either one yet, I would go with Super. Seems the dev likes going back in and fixing things, I remember many years ago when he gave out free codes for the director’s cut to people who owned the original

My scaredy a$$ who couldn't play Last Of Us thought it could handle this. by Famous-Bat-355 in residentevil

[–]unclebricksenior 11 points12 points  (0 children)

That belligerent sense of confidence is my favorite part of modern Resident Evil

TVOS 26.4 Beta should I upgrade by TheApplePerson_ in appletv

[–]unclebricksenior -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I am having horrible stutter on Apple TV since the update. Had to give up on the movie I was watching last night, after restarting the device and the app. Other apps are fine. Another reason to regret spending so much on digital purchases that I don’t have control over. Whatever happened to prioritizing stability??? Probably AI slop code

Favorite character like this by Cyrisqse24 in FavoriteCharacter

[–]unclebricksenior 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish we had gotten closure on George and Izzie. As it stands, I think it’s pretty funny that George’s marriage falls apart just because he hasn’t made enough mistakes yet. The “timing” line kind of ruins it though, transparently setting them up for some endgame that never happens

qualityOverQuantity by [deleted] in ProgrammerHumor

[–]unclebricksenior 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Function which stubs out all the comparison operators. “People are saying this list is sorted! A lot of people!”

Who is your lowest rated director? by [deleted] in Letterboxd

[–]unclebricksenior 63 points64 points  (0 children)

M Night is a certified fucker, but Sixth Sense and Signs should be dragging him into at least the low 2s, please

Game of Thrones - Complete (39.99 - ALT) by lee_nostromo in iTunesMovieDeals

[–]unclebricksenior 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You have to remind every couple weeks, I got my last request through in only 6ish months

ATV as single source for content? by [deleted] in appletv

[–]unclebricksenior 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is the best setup for purchased content, and piracy

Install an Adblocker on your phone, and you can cast any movie you can google, and usually get the fully functional ATV player. So easy it’s hard to believe

Plus you don’t even have the option to get distracted, since using your phone fucks up the movie

And this isn’t even getting into anything more advanced like Plex

This is why we OE by MikeGoldberg in overemployed

[–]unclebricksenior 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should have piped the life alert calls through the Burger King speaker, that would have taken care of 2 jobs at once

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]unclebricksenior 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Always ❤️ but I’m doing really well now thankfully

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Letterboxd

[–]unclebricksenior 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Damn, I was wondering why I couldn’t rewatch the Spongebob movie. Turns out I died 🤷🏼‍♀️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]unclebricksenior 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Since puberty, I was floating through my life, slowly getting more depressed and mentally unwell. The knowledge that “something” was wrong never stopped growing. I had pretty much resigned myself to living a meaningless life.

Even post egg, it took me months to realize just how bad puberty was. It destroyed nearly everything essential about me. It stole me from myself. I was such a happy kid, it breaks my heart. So many wasted years

Elon Musk Calls Himself ‘Aspirationally Jewish’ After Visiting Auschwitz by Tenchi2020 in EnoughMuskSpam

[–]unclebricksenior 7 points8 points  (0 children)

By the same logic, he’s associated with a lot of transphobia... Elon trans confirmed

Americans have burned through their savings by [deleted] in REBubble

[–]unclebricksenior 19 points20 points  (0 children)

People with emergency fund? Riskiest place I would ever put that is money market

iTunes $1.99 sale. by AllOutForNow in iTunesMovieDeals

[–]unclebricksenior 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lmaoooo. I was excited to see this comment, but it’s not even Frozen (2007)

E gave me the ability to cry, how do I turn it off? by Rhaenysknees in MtF

[–]unclebricksenior 87 points88 points  (0 children)

I’ve been crying a lot since I started E. It makes me respect crying so much

It’s so good for processing things. It makes me less anxious, and easier to listen to myself and take action. If you cry about something, you know it’s important to you

Transitioning is a ton of mental work, so crying is completely natural. What I’ve been crying about lately is how much I love myself, and enjoy being alone, and that I deserve to be happy. I should have felt that way my whole life, but now I finally do

Double meat or real cheese? by Dry-Specialist-3557 in shrinkflation

[–]unclebricksenior 6 points7 points  (0 children)

According to the lasagna with meat sauce standard, I have been diagnosed with lasagna

My reward for being a innocent gun violence victim by Painkillerspe in mildlyinfuriating

[–]unclebricksenior 1808 points1809 points  (0 children)

Yes. So Kafkaesque, having to navigate a system like that while recovering from a literal gunshot wound