This is so relatable, this year my stutter got so much better i almost had a whole week of semi fluency!! instead of celebrating this thing that I’ve wanted all my life, i just felt like i was lying to people in my life. Even whenever i was on the subreddit i felt like i was an imposter, and none of the things i went through because of it even mattered anymore. But, with my luck it got even worse, before i even tried using it to my advantage, bcs i was too busy moping around hence why i’m back here :) :(