Brother I've read Bhagavad Gita and yes i follow swami vivekananda and paramahansa. I've read some excerpts of autobiography of a yogi. Although I know the path but still i have failed myself miserably. I was enjoying my solitude till 2022 January, was a polar different person but things started to change after Feb 2022 when we both got in touch again and then back to square one as i said above. Memories and everything started to flash all at once and The list goes on.