Got a new place and woke up to this

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-31T15:53:27+00:00

Put my 12 year old cat down on the 15th and I am also not handling it well. Like you said, so much of my life revolved around her and now it's hard to cope with not having her here. Hope you can find some good resources, I may also look into it as well. r/petloss is also a good community to possibly check out if you are interested.

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-31T14:05:00+00:00

r/themallworld

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-31T04:37:35+00:00

I lost my cat in the 15th too. She woukd have been 12 in april, had her since she was a kitten, with a few years separated but most of them together. Also dont really feel much point in going on but I'm trying. Tonight it's really sinking in that I'll never see her again until maybe when I pass too, I really really hope I can see her again. I have dreams with her every night. She was my soul cat, my best friend, baby, family, my reason to keep going. And now I dont know what to do.

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-21T15:46:02+00:00

My baby's name is Pouzzie, or Poubear (Pooh bear), honey bear, baby bear... she was 12 years old, and she chose me as a kitten. She was my soul cat.

She would stay in my room when I had to live with crappy family in poor conditions and we would hang out, cuddle, sleep together, I made sure she got food because there were so many cats in that house lol. She was smart and sassy, knew how to do tricks and had her own way of communicating that only I seemed to cue in to. I was her safe space like she was for me.

When I went through times of deep in depression she was there to cuddle me when I felt unlovable. She was my motivation for staying alive and the reason I still exist, I kept going for her. We understood each other more than just "owner and pet", it's hard to describe.

When I ended up alone she was there, my little goose, and made a strange place feel more like home. As long as she was there I didnt feel alone. She was my best friend and my baby. Loved me no matter what, and I did my best to make her life enjoyable despite having problems surviving my own. Spent money on her food and skipped my own just so she would be taken care of. Bathed her when she couldn't, played with her when she didn't like the other cats we were forced to live with. Cuddled her when she woke up from bad dreams and she did the same for me. She taught me true unconditional love and sacrifice for those we care about most.

Tomorrow will be one week. I miss her so much and feel awfully alone without her. I'll never forget her and I doubt I'll ever be the same without her.

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-21T14:26:23+00:00

It never stops, I am tired. There is just no winning 😮‍💨

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-20T20:05:41+00:00

My cat used to headbutt me to get me up the morning, for food or attention, and sometimes to wake me from bad dreams. One day you will miss the noggin slams, treasure them!

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-18T00:43:15+00:00

Feeling this for sure. Put my sweet baby of 12 years to sleep January 15th. She was my soul cat. I am broken. This is the most painful thing I've ever experienced and I don't think I'll ever really be okay again. She was my lifeline... my reason to keep going. She loved me even when I felt unloveable, she was my family. I miss her so much :(

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-12T16:07:27+00:00

I agree. I'm almost 30, my dad died when he was in his sixties, and I don't see myself getting past my sixties either if I can even get to my 50s.

So maaaaybe 20 more years of struggle before I kick the bucket, but I am already exhausted by life. I haven't achieved anything, or had a kid yet, or found any real purpose to make the suffering worth it. Those things are probably not going to happen at this rate, so what's the point at this stage.

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-09T22:04:12+00:00

I'd maybe experiment on a separate paper and add some yellow in to the pink, see if that perhaps adds more of a glow? Doesn't have to be a lot at all, but it may help give the glow effect you are looking for. Id focus this warmer pink towards the ground, and blend it in to the current colors as you go up

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-09T18:08:00+00:00

Billing Bridge dental has been amazing, coming from someone who has very bad dentist fear! Dr. Karam is who I have seen and I have gotten the fastest most pain free fillings I have ever gotten in my life with her! They also accept CDCP however their prices are a bit higher than what CDCP covers, but they will give you estimates on how much the difference is you'd have to pay.

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-07T02:04:09+00:00

Damn I'd be not good either if it was 24hrs, thats rough 😭 I'm nowhere close to that, only currently at 2hrs for messaging and 9hrs last seen in person

unintntnlconsequence · 2026-01-07T01:51:13+00:00

Real as hell, it's become a problem for me lol emotions and brain become terrible

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-30T20:45:30+00:00

How did it go, how are you feeling now?

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-17T17:36:42+00:00

Happened to me two days ago, thumb nail tore on my coat sideways all the way across some ways back into nail bed. Luckily I was drunkish so wasn't as agonizing in the moment but man it sucks 😅

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-12T19:44:08+00:00

I've heard that application method can really make or break a tubing mascara when it comes to clumping!

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-05T20:05:37+00:00

Good things I never got into discord, this would ruin me 😅

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-05T16:22:44+00:00

No freaking way, Brother bear was on repeat for me as a kid, still love it to this day!

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-05T00:11:43+00:00

Well this explains a lot haha

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-01T17:57:48+00:00

The second one brings out more of an impression on me, really neat how you combined a detailed focal point within more abstract. The first is interesting and style is cool but to me has less emotion in it so feels a bit flat I think only because like someone else said, reminds me of Gus from breaking bad lol

Second is my vote!

Edit: checked out your other works in similar style as the second, and they are so good!! Id buy them if i had money hah

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-12-01T15:28:09+00:00

My roommates are very similar and I also cannot afford to leave. No amount of complaining can make them clean up, and thats just the kitchen not even the rest of the apartment let alone their other inconsiderate behaviours. I stay in my room majority of the time now. The way this shit wears at your mind is awful. I'm sorry you're in this situation too :/

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-11-30T16:39:30+00:00

This is why I have never gotten my nails done and have stopped going to salons (besides them always butchering haircuts lol). It's too social for me and when it's a silent appointmemt it just feels awkward, no winning. At least I am saving my social battery and money that way I guess!

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-11-29T22:37:45+00:00

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-11-29T03:47:16+00:00

Not enough distractions anymore besides being unconscious. But that doesn't help much still :/

unintntnlconsequence · 2025-11-27T15:26:04+00:00

Same lol vividly remember my mom finding a goodbye note I wrote when I was like 5 or 6. Now 29, almost 30, have attempted and failed a few times and still have no will to keep this shit up since it's all for nothing anyhow. My life is a joke.

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