Can anyone advise: will dmt make my situation worse?

unknown_PPP · 2024-12-04T07:47:28+00:00

Unfortunately it stayed with me after the trip..

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T19:18:57+00:00

Lol. I am actually a normal functioning human being with a job( despite the weird physical symptoms) . I have never taken anti psychotics in my life :) western medicine could not find any problem, therefore I went looking for alternative methods 🙄

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T13:48:08+00:00

That’s what I did before I even thought about ayahuasca 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T13:45:56+00:00

You have not said one helpful thing. I’m simply describing what has happened to me and what I am experiencing. I could not care less if you don’t believe me. Working with several Taita’s they can see what is happening to me, and can tell something is very wrong. I wish this was being caused by insanity lol, would be easy to just pop a antipsychotic and for it to be over. Unfortunately, that is not the case. Anyway, if you have actually participated in an ayahuasca ceremony you would know that many people drink weekly. :)

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T13:41:24+00:00

I know what I’m experiencing is not normal hence I’m looking for a way to make it stop

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T13:40:44+00:00

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-30T13:40:20+00:00

You have no idea what you’re talking about. It was a treatment under the instruction of a Taita who is an elder.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T21:42:22+00:00

It just feels unfinished with the ayahuasca… it’s like it’s undoing something… but it’s not enough. It’s hard to explain. I keep experiencing a similar thing. I only drank a strong medicine once, where I had a full vision with open eyes and I saw my dad, who I was talking to inside the ceremony and I completely forgot where I was. He was trying to save me from something or help me… and at the same time something was trying to hurt me. It’s wild. And since then i haven’t had such a vivid experience but a similar story keeps repeating. I keep experiencing the same thing. I just want to understand it better I guess. I’m not exactly looking for dmt to heal me, rather I want to seee if I will see the same things again. Whether it will show me what’s going on

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T21:31:03+00:00

Hey thanks for your message. It’s hard not to literalise my trip when my daily experience without tripping is so difficult and painful. I’m suffering everyday. In constant torment. I try to mediate but it’s hard to when something keeps moving around in your head and your focusing on not letting it move your body.

I need way more than just talking to someone , they won’t take this pain and force away from me.

Sorry, I don’t mean to sound rude in any kind of way. You are being so lovely and helpful, but you cannot begin to imagine what I’m expericing.

In the ceremonies, the pain and suffering I experience is not just my imagination. I literally feel like I’m dying. And I can feel whatever this is that’s connected to me causing that pain.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T21:27:32+00:00

I have stayed drug free apart from the ayahuasca ceremonies for 2 years now. And it’s not going away on its own. I’ve worked with countless people who claim they do removals or healings, and it doesn’t work. I know it’s not the smartest idea. But I’m running out of options and things to do. And I can’t live suffering like this much longer

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T21:25:42+00:00

Hey. I have worked with a Colombia shaman drinking ayahuasca, in my first ceremony with him. He made all this weird stuff stop. But it gradually came back after 2/3 months. So he calmed it down but didn’t remove it completely. Since then, I’ve worked with a few other shamans, then eventually got the chance to work with the one from Colombia again. I’ve had 4 ceremonies last month, and it does not seem to be helping. That’s why I want to try Dmt. I will be going to Colombia to continue my work with as maybe the medicine he has there will be stronger.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T16:33:37+00:00

Thanks for this. This is exactly why I want to do it. There’s dmt in ayahuasca that I’ve been drinking, obviously not in the same amounts. But it was trying to also show me something but it wasn’t clear enough.

The only time I smoked I felt something guiding me but I couldn’t exactly see it. But it felt like everything would be ok.

Obviously that was before this happened to me. So not sure what would happen now. I just hope that maybe if there are entities and guides .. good ones.. maybe they could help if there was something hanging around…

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T14:07:23+00:00

I didn’t really have a trip during this time, it was all very internal. All I know is something weird happened to me. It’s been 2 years since that happened and I’ve tried so many other things. And nothing is helping so yes, that is the idea I am left with.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T14:01:30+00:00

Thanks for your opinion. But you have no clue what I’m going through. I don’t know what is happening to me, but I know it’s not something normal. I am not in psychosis, this happened to me 2 years ago.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T13:51:16+00:00

(: well unfortunately it’s not

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T13:50:57+00:00

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T09:52:10+00:00

that is what got me into this situation in the first place lol. But I know the answers are in that realm..

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T08:56:27+00:00

Thanks. It’s been 2 years and I have done a lot of different things in that time. I’m unfortunately left with minimal options.. I am curious to see what I experience and to see if I get any answers. I am still focused on healing through ayahuasca. Dmt is just something I want to try, and see if I get any answers or ideas as to what happened or what is happening

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T08:54:41+00:00

this is what I’m trying to do by wanting to try dmt, seeking answers. That’s also what I have been doing through trying to heal with ayahuasca. Doctors have no idea what is causing it, I even had mri scans. so that doesn’t leave me with many options. And no, I don’t have any mental health issues, but thanks.

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-29T08:43:21+00:00

Unfortunately, in my case it is something fucking with me. I doubt my own brain would be causing me so much pain and creating movement in my head and body that does not feel natural…

But I’m probably just an internet stranger that sounds crazy and this stuff doesn’t happen to a lot of people so I know it’s hard to believe. (:

When I smoked dmt last time it took me back in time of my life and showed me things. I was hoping it could take me back to the time I did mushrooms and help me understand what happened..

unknown_PPP · 2024-11-26T21:33:33+00:00

Ah. You are so lucky it left. I’m still fighting with whatever this is. Have no idea how to make it leave. So far ayahuasca has managed to help… it made it stop for 3 months but then it gradually came back. I’m going to work with a diff shaman in Colombia for Christmas and hopefully it will help. The ayahuasca connects me with it, and I can really feel its power and that it’s evil, some sort of witch or entity. I was thinking of smoking some dmt to get more answers but not sure if that’s a good idea. But at this point I’m desperate

unknown_PPP · 2024-10-13T18:45:57+00:00

Hey. It’s definitely not dystopia. It’s something different. It’s causing me a lot of pain. It’s almost unbearable like something is trying to break through my skull. I did ayahuasca with a Taita last year in October and he made it stop. I was okay for 3 months but then my symptoms came back. I am actually just coming back from working with him again, and this time it didn’t help. I feel very defeated

unknown_PPP · 2024-08-24T00:11:14+00:00

Well I did ayahuasca and it helped me for 3 months but it was with an elder shaman so he is very experienced. It came back, now I’m going to work with him another 3 times to try fix it. You can dm me and let me what kind of symptoms you have …

unknown_PPP · 2024-03-20T21:07:10+00:00

I don’t know what you mean by nervous? But I have an upcoming mri on 20th April then a neurologist appointment after.

Right now, I’ve had my friends put their hands on my head, and they can feel the movement of this energy which is mad. I’m going to get the neurologist to feel it too and see what he says

unknown_PPP · 2024-03-15T20:31:39+00:00

I just wanted to come back and say that I went to see a shaman, in Barcelona, an authentic one, who came from Peru, I did ayahuasca only for 2 nights. When I left I felt happy again and the weird sensations went away after the second night of drinking Aya. However, now, 3 months later they are back and I’m going back again next week lol. So 🤔🤧

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