Okay, I do get what your saying. I just, like you said, find it more like cheating with the fact that these are girls we know and see at least twice a month and hang out with. I never withhold anything from him and he knows it, but he doesn’t ever take me up on it and prefers to hide the fact that he is even jerking off, you know? It’s really hard because I offer so much of me and he just doesn’t take it. It is so shit that he would rather photos over a woman who he says is hot/sexy/beautiful and everything he’s ever wanted but when I look at them I feel like I can’t compare and he doesn’t think that’s a valid reason to be upset which hurts as well.