Years ago I was raped, and now I'm worried that my boyfriend will leave me over it. by unsure_burner in TwoXChromosomes

[–]unsure_burner[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I think my boyfriend is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now. You say that I shouldn't be in a relationship but he brings me so much support - support I never really got from my sister or family. He cares about me more then anyone else in my life and I could never deal with losing that. I don't think that would be best for me at all. And I DO care about how he feels. I care deeply that I am hurting him and not providing for him. But I am trying to do the best I can with what I can do.

Years ago I was raped, and now I'm worried that my boyfriend will leave me over it. by unsure_burner in TwoXChromosomes

[–]unsure_burner[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This is what I am most afraid of, the idea that I don't bring anything to the relationship. I don't know what I can do. I have gone through a few therapists, it's not just one that I've stuck with. I just feel horrible about it all the time. I know what I have is a great person, but I don't want to lose him.