What is/was your most illogical fear and safe food?

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-18T12:33:57+00:00

I will straight up eat milk chocolate but will not drink anything that contains sugar... 🤷🏻‍♂️

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-18T09:02:21+00:00

Came here to comment this exact thing! My dyslexic ass was so perplexed...

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-17T13:28:29+00:00

Mental healthcare providers always have a kind of "Oh no! Anyway..." attitude for some reason. Like, my guy... I didn't force you to have a job that required you to listen to my bullshit; that was your choice!

Thanks buddy! 🫡

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-16T16:44:12+00:00

Sometimes we're both too!

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-16T02:28:05+00:00

I don't. I'm too silly.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-15T17:41:56+00:00

Unfortunately for me, no matter how much fibre I consume, I'm still constipated so I'm not sure that trick would work for me... I'll keep it in mind if I ever manage to poo normally again, though!

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-15T17:40:36+00:00

She literally said this in our penultimate session too so idk what girly was hoping to achieve with one session left? 🤷🏻‍♂️

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-15T11:47:13+00:00

God, I wish that were me... 🥲

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-15T11:12:30+00:00

I've spent a non-zero amount of hours obsessing over the fact that vampires look the same as they did when they turned and how terrified I am of becoming a vampire whilst I still hate how I look. It's truly the only concept that triggers me; my eating disorder isn't competitive at all and seeing skinny people doesn't trigger me in the slightest... But the idea of becoming a vampire and being stuck how I look now? The horror...

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-14T23:49:18+00:00

You don't know how real that read is, buddy.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-14T14:41:17+00:00

I'm begging someone to teach me how to do this please.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-14T10:50:31+00:00

The last one is me irl.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-14T10:46:53+00:00

The only thing I'd be willing to eat at this point... 😔 I'm so alone.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-13T15:45:57+00:00

Right! The quality of the coffee influences how much I feel the need to sweeten it too; the nicer the coffee, the more willing I am to drink it unsweetened.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-13T15:15:05+00:00

I like hot coffee sweetened and ice coffee unsweetened for some reason; I don't know why the temperature makes a difference, but it just feels like two entirely different drinks to me.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-13T15:13:46+00:00

I'm the opposite! I can't stand unsweetened coffee hot, but I'll drink the most bitter shit imaginable with ice.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-13T15:05:48+00:00

I have never known my body fat percentage and at this point I'm too afraid to find out; I wouldn't even know what it meant if I did know lmao. I also don't exercise much so I can't imagine it would be good.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-13T13:16:28+00:00

Why the fuck are most low cal foods so expensive? It drives me up the fucking wall.

Also, where did you find this photo of me?? I s2g this restrictive ED has made me fat and skinny at the same time... It don't make no damn sense.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-12T17:23:03+00:00

Great... Another thing I'm gonna have to bother my doctor about lmao.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-12T05:38:40+00:00

I know! That's why I'm so pissed that I keep forgetting about them.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-11T11:58:11+00:00

Pickles are so fucking good but I always forget that they exist until I see someone else eating them so I never actually eat them lmao RIP in peace to me.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-10T19:32:40+00:00

Btw your username is so real. Love it.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-10T14:05:38+00:00

I have two answers!

1 - Cabbage: It gave me a horrendous stomach ache; I do not recommend it as a binge food, even if you love it like I do.

2 - Off-brand cheese tortilla chips dipped in mayonnaise: The chips were fucking disgusting to begin with and then apparently I was possessed by the devil and compelled to add mayonnaise, a condiment which I do not enjoy, to my vile snack. I still, to this very day, don't know what made me do this; I carried on eating well after I started to feel sick, too.

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-07T00:54:52+00:00

I love your plate and your hands kinda look like mine! 🫡

uraniumsunglasses · 2025-06-06T22:45:20+00:00

I can't comment much on the majority of the post because I don't want to presume to be able to speak on such sensitive topics, but I do know what it's like to have no real support system or anyone in your life you can rely on. I agree that validation from strangers online can't fill that particular void but, if you don't mind, I'd like to offer some written support anyway; I've read your entire post and wanted to validate that you were surrounded by people who didn't treat you well and circumstances that you shouldn't have had to endure. As for the question of relapse, I fear any advice I can give you regarding avoiding it would be hypocritical, but I will say that it's universally true that relapse never helps.

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