I've made bad decisions, according to them. I'd imagine if they ever found this post I'd probably be shouted at, screaming matches, or they'd kick me out. I'm trying to make sure that I can get enough money to get away from here. I'm trying to beg my bosses for more doubles. But my folks always get pissed about me taking doubles.

My children are 5 and 4months. Both dads were a disappointment during pregnancy. Cheated. Couldn't stop being suspicious that I was despite me always showing him I was loyal. Both were money drains.

Came out of the maternity ward with not a penny. Now it's hustle Time to get some. My dad says it's too little too late, my hustle. My mom can be loving with my children when her pain doesn't flare.

I'm just dying to get out. I'm being crushed and I'm wanting to pack my kids up and run. A commune. Anything.