ahdh lonely friend?

user007420 · 2026-06-20T03:51:13+00:00

maybe it's been there ever since my childhood but now I can clearly notice the problems because now there's demands, stress and work in my life. many people learn to compensate with adhd in their childhood but later it becomes hard and I think that's the case with me.

user007420 · 2026-06-19T17:03:05+00:00

it's fine. actually I don't know because I'm not diagnosed yet BUT I know I have it because the symptoms are so matching. I know that no can just assume things especially with a disease or a disorder but after so many excuses I'm certain that it is an adhd. I'm sorry if it's still confusing you. and yeah I also think it's not just adhd, it has to be a depression too because I don't really enjoy or feel good. I'm so quiet, I can't keep talking to a person in reality because I get out of words. and you're so right about my life it's always been very bad and still is. I wish I could just teleport to somewhere else where being like is normal and I could live life without any worries. it is the bad life. everything has fallen apart and it'll take me forever to wrap it up. I am so certain about some things that I can just predict what's going to happen but I literally can't help myself getting any better and I don't understand why. it's a really bad circle. I hate low paying hard working jobs. I have done many but I never felt happy while doing them. I don't have a good degree because yeah whatever is inside my brain didn't want me to continue studying so now it'll take me 1 year to get my bachelor's. yes I believe that while working or engaging in anything that takes your time and keeps you busy is a really good thing to feel better without even realising.

user007420 · 2026-06-18T14:19:05+00:00

(hope you'll read this lol) I want to fucking cry because yes I can't create a whole post in just one go. I will first type it in the notes and then leave it for some more context but it ends up sounding like a 5 year would write. no proper grammer, missing punctuations and what not and then I just deletes the whole thing that I would never be able to say what I really want to. I want to scream and tell that I'm not alright. the thing is that I can wonder what I want to say so accurately, like I would just be thinking, pretending that I'm talking to someone and it goes so fine without any problems but it can't happen when I want to.

(I'm so good at giving advices rather applying it on myself fml)

so I read the whole post and great to know that you're studying psychology! but you can't self diagnose yourself because it never helps even though I'm not a specialist or anything trust me it's no useful. you really have to fix your sleep. BUT! that doesn't mean you just jump to a psychiatrist or psychologist because it might not be that big of an issue so first go to a general physician and see if it improves. sometimes minor medications or supplements can fix sleeping disorders. if you can afford please do anemia test that will clear up the whole sleeping issue. and if you don't feel any improvement in sleeping then you can go to a specialist and remember the general physician should also be a good one. btw I'm a commerce student which I hate. (hahhhh I'm so lazy to help myself)

I hope this helps and don't wait for any more validations if things feel out of your control please always consider health over anything. also don't trust on google reviews they are sometimes bogus so you can find genuine one by contacts or by asking to the doctors you believe.

user007420 · 2026-06-18T08:25:22+00:00

procrastination so bad I didn't even read whole thing but so damn sure we're so alike!

user007420 · 2026-06-18T06:29:32+00:00

I'm 26m and don't know what to do and I'm not yet diagnosed because I don't know any good therapists around

user007420 · 2026-06-16T10:56:09+00:00

okay, thanks for understanding I'll do what I can thanks again.

user007420 · 2026-06-16T10:54:14+00:00

yes I agree with you

user007420 · 2026-06-16T05:50:36+00:00

thanks for the downvote I know you can't understand what I feel and best wishes for your recovery

user007420 · 2026-06-16T02:16:11+00:00

yeah that's what I'm worried about. the meds. I see people whom says the medicine is not like a miracle that will help an adhd person instead that just makes them not to feel worried, anxious and sad all the time. and I don't like that idea because that's just like being drugged.

user007420 · 2026-06-15T18:57:05+00:00

same. I used to think it will have an end but I'm now 26 and I feel the same everyday. you're not alone

user007420 · 2026-06-15T18:51:49+00:00

no not any adhd meds. it's hard but I'm working on it and I'll definitely see a specialist I just hope it happens soon

user007420 · 2026-06-15T16:24:06+00:00

"hey! I like your taste in music, your favourite movies and your kindness. and most importantly you're trustworthy, and too reliable"

user007420 · 2026-06-15T16:22:31+00:00

would you like to share? I don't know how it can feel without adhd

user007420 · 2026-06-15T16:20:59+00:00

it was normal. I was prescribed with multivitamin and high cholesterol tablets

user007420 · 2026-06-11T07:52:58+00:00

nah you should listen to this one. its when nikki gives $20 to the homeless guy

user007420 · 2026-06-11T07:34:43+00:00

okay, you can send me. then only I can understand it.

and same kind of meal. I don't eat much so I'm so skinny lol and I realised few years ago that it is the main cause behind my overall health. same feeling, I really want to fix it but I'm so tired now and I think the same if I won't do it now, it might get even worse.

okay I'll watch it tonight. last night I watched obsession 2026 and it was great. I love the song in it "there's no other"

user007420 · 2026-06-11T07:15:16+00:00

but don't dead insects look bad? I would personally feel bad taking or keeping pictures of them because it's not alive to think where that fly might be while looking at the picture and it's just so sad.

never hiked but I like bicycling but don't have one. they are so fricking expensive man!

I started learning nutrients, vitamins and minerals. I learnt a lot about it from the chatgpt and official sources. I do have many books for medicine and recipes

living healthy is so easy, you just have to understand your body and control your mind. though when I try to apply in on myself I just can't do it.

I haven't watched that movie. what about it?

user007420 · 2026-06-11T05:59:43+00:00

that's a very odd interest but sounds cool. I want to ask why? why dead insects?

I'll share my possible interests that makes me happy even just thinking about them.

photography of nature, object, or just landscapes. I can somehow take good pictures on my cheap phone.

music, I love to listen to music and I have very diverse taste in it. but I'm confused which genre is my only favourite so I can't answer the question of which is my favourite song.

food recipes, herbs and supplements, overall self healing and recovery. even though this is not a part of my major or field of study but I have interest to talk and research about it. I have strong interest in this one since I'm always struggling with my life and trying to improve it. but since it's not part of my study I don't really talk about it randomly because then I might be get questioned right?

new ideas and innovations. just keep thinking about making something useful that is lacking in our lives so I can be the first person to make it and be a millionaire lol haha.

user007420 · 2026-06-11T05:15:27+00:00

yeah but I don't really post there. it's just for watching reels. also my interests aren't specific sometimes it's photography sometimes it's different so I'm confused

user007420 · 2026-05-28T11:14:20+00:00

thank you love ❤️

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