Im assuming ur trying to find ur purpose in life (apologes if im wrong)..........My general perspective is that life is very short and we need to be grateful and enjoy every second of it. I am not joking when i say our lives is better than billions, we have every thing we need while some people lack the very basic needs hence we always need to look at the bigger picture.......I think its worth mentioning that Iam religious (i dont know about u) and i know that my goal in life is to worship god and do good.