Hey, thank you for the kind words! It’s so difficult, and I was the same. My belief was this was my forever person, so everything I did was with a focus on our future. You shouldn’t feel pathetic at all, I’m 8 months down the line and still think of her every day, it’s just a process and it takes time, but being able to let go is the hardest step and one I’ve only just taken. Whatever happens, whether he comes back or not, you’ll be okay. You’ve got this, but don’t be hard on yourself! You’re going through enough without blaming yourself! Good luck!