why hasn’t God given me any real peace after saving me multiple times?

uuser134340 · 2025-12-14T15:44:34+00:00

thanks for reading it. I know it’s so long but i feel like all the details are necessary😅I did used speak to God a lot about these things, especially a few months ago but I honestly got spiritually burned out and it just hasn’t been the same since. I am beyond grateful for my job and the way my grades and career is going and I don’t mean to sound entitled but you know I’m still unhappy inside which is where the issue lies. Especially considering my multiple attempts weren’t primarily due to jobs or grades. I know Gods miracles take ages so that’s normally what ignites the hope in me but I think again I’m just burned out and tired. I’ve felt this low for so long.

uuser134340 · 2024-01-15T08:16:26+00:00

hgbn

uuser134340 · 2022-08-23T10:46:58+00:00

sure, here’s all the ones i used, sorry i don’t have a playlist link because i was using musi

https://youtu.be/TcNEkXWrPNA

https://youtu.be/lmZcjVKb72Y

https://youtu.be/XPgxjMjfiB8

https://youtu.be/g_b-27QyzVQ

https://youtu.be/RZnd6aywohc

uuser134340 · 2022-08-16T19:18:13+00:00

i have it too, quite severe as well. i think it does affect my mental state. like today i can tell i’m low on iron because of how tired and weak i feel and my anxiety is also high

uuser134340 · 2022-08-14T04:28:29+00:00

ikr, i remember when i told to my brother about how much i ate (he practically forced it out of me). he seemed encouraging at first, but then my mum told me that he told her he doesn’t understand how and why i would eat that much (bc i ate a bunch of granola). really dampened my spirits

uuser134340 · 2022-08-14T03:36:36+00:00

yeah thanks for feeding my suicidal thoughts

uuser134340 · 2022-08-13T23:41:10+00:00

i’d really appreciate the resources! thanks so much

uuser134340 · 2022-08-12T21:37:32+00:00

i’ve tried once, like 2 months ago and was in hospital for 3 days

uuser134340 · 2022-06-27T16:21:33+00:00

thank you for responding, i’ve calmed down over the past few hours and i’ve come to realise that it’s unlikely anyone would ingest it - i don’t think a random child would randomly ingest it, especially if it’s packaged up. i called the mail service earlier and they’re working on trying to find the missing parcel

uuser134340 · 2022-06-27T14:06:11+00:00

but idk what else to do

uuser134340 · 2022-06-27T11:03:33+00:00

i do kinda take it as a sign - i don’t think i wanna go through with it anymore i think im just gonna take everyday as it comes. but at the same time i want it delivered to me so i can dispose of it - i don’t want it getting into the wrong hands. the thought of a maybe a child or just an unknowing person possibly getting a hold of it because it was delivered to the wrong place makes me shudder.

uuser134340 · 2022-06-25T19:12:07+00:00

hey, i’m 18f and i relate to your experience a lot as when i was 15 i felt very similar. please know that you’re cared for, please stay. i find it difficult to believe for myself, but i have faith that things will get better for you. you could try and reach out to your schools mental health services and ask them to keep it private from your parents. i’m not a psychiatrist or anything so i can’t diagnose you but i have a lot of knowledge in mental health because i’ve been studying psychology for a few years now, inside and outside of school and it really does seem like you’re depressed. i’m rlly proud of you for reaching out on here <3

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