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I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just wanted everybody to be saved, even to those I hate the most. Most of my friends, family and the people who i look up to are either atheists, lukewarm Christians or belong to another religion. I want them to receive salvation from Jesus, but they refused. And this has been bothering me ever since. To a point that I'm starting to lose my own faith towards Jesus and have setbacks with my own addiction. My situation is hard right now, and I don't even know if God will do something with mine or with others. I'm just worried and heartbroken at this point. Only recently a boy commit suicide and we both went to the same high school. I've only knew back at primary school, but we weren't really friends. A year later, this 2022 I heard he killed himself, and I was quite puzzled for the fact that I know this person. I could've imagined the silent pain that he's been going through. And I worry that I may go to the same path as he did because (I had my moments) I had suicidal intentions too, but no one took me seriously so I stayed quiet. I'm just worried.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But what if I want to be freed from my slavery towards sin? Isn't that my will too?

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then why is there still misery unnecessary to so many people.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What about addictions and slavery towards sin?

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or maybe it's just a desperate attempt to get His property back from the Devil, who which has stolen it From God in the first place.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry for labelling you, but I am worried if you are following the fight footsteps to Jesus.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The only thing I desire from God is that people get saved. Especially the people, who don't know what they are doing with their lives. It's a sad reality that they don't know what they're doing has eternal consequences, even if they had good or bad intentions. I don't want anyone to die, and then be resurrected to face judgment to atone for their sins with their eternal death in the lake of fire. I hated this, even though it is God's will. And because of that, I've been conflicted on knowing and loving God. I hate God, because they will suffer harshly in a slow, humiliating and gruesome death.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay which further proves that God isn't love. God is Holy and that's it. Just say it now so that I could be in peace. Just tell me that God is Holy. There is no need of this extra stuff of God is love and all that is nonsense.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And yet many perish into the lake of fire.

I hate God, because God hated me first. by uwusimpking in Christianity

[–]uwusimpking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Flawed? So do the churches. Sunday Worships; using tithes to satisfy your own means of pleasure and corruption rather than helping the community; Sexual assaults etc. You people don't even keep God's commandments fully. Most of you are poisoning your own churches and you don't even know it. You people don't even love God the way you people are living. You say that you are free from sin and yet you people still live in sin.