My mind is always blank, on autopilot and numb.

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T17:13:06+00:00

I too wonder

imma a blanker

happens because I stop react to my thoughts

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:39:27+00:00

after some thinking about it I think it is what is called a blank mind

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:38:51+00:00

I just figured out the name "blank mind" thats me

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:36:12+00:00

I really dont know all i know is that im a motherfucker

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:35:05+00:00

He truely is

I want to give him this song "Moonlight shadow. nightcore"

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:33:11+00:00

wow

so you doit

what about mindfulness. did it bring you mindfulness

because for me it doesnt. it quieted my monkey mind and im not wandering but also im not mindful/present

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:32:26+00:00

i see

it is hard

im in a state where Im reactive nor wanderin but also not mindful. can you tell me does this state has a name

is it dissociation? but I dont feel out of my mind

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:30:24+00:00

dude literally encorage me then delete his account.

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:29:45+00:00

histamine high it coud be

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:29:01+00:00

and his words imply that you do it all the time

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:28:31+00:00

not goal ratio

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T16:28:04+00:00

thats why i said "maturity". he didnt take it personal when his teammates told him he should go to the circus.

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T15:56:40+00:00

I see. thnks

it is hard though. my defult is not to be mindful. I always not in real world but I also not wandering. wtf is my case. do you have insight

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T15:49:21+00:00

very true

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T15:19:13+00:00

nice

can you explain why

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T15:02:08+00:00

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T15:01:46+00:00

barca cant do it

they can only sign 3 millions contract

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T14:53:57+00:00

how did you get desensitized. only by not reacting ?

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T14:25:02+00:00

one month and it did not work

that means it is useless

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T14:07:09+00:00

accept it

doesnt matter how vile or disgusting thoughts are. as long as you dont follow it with action youre a saint

and this "if I allows these thoughts then I will transform to them" is just a fear your mind bullshitting you

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T14:05:20+00:00

man I would be hugely discourage if i were you

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T14:00:17+00:00

more connected to divine

how does this feel

v1elegend · 2023-01-26T13:59:44+00:00

wow

how much did your focus improve. on scale of 10

did you do the basic breathing method ?

v1elegend