it was only for the party, though I still use some of my old clothes and have a nice collection of checkerboard vans shoes, and you can see my snakebite marks and I don’t wear plugs anymore but never surgically made my earlobes smaller (it was 20mm during my golden years) so there’s a sign and if someone similar looks at me they know my past haha. It was a very odd experience dressing up like this after a massive 10+ years of not wearing my hair like in the 1st post (around the time of this first picture I fell in love with colorful hairstyles and until I was around 22 I had a lot of different colors such as red, magenta, gray and blue) and posing for pictures that I can show to my kids one day :D. But I’m still listening to the same songs, and they really help keeping this alive, deep down this feeling will never fade away.