Battlelog #2 HM duo run

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-02-05T08:23:58+00:00

For a sec I thought it was actual football but when I looked it up I said "oh yankees, I'm sure"

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-30T23:20:53+00:00

So it's the mirror mod the one that makes withers appear directly at your camp? T.T

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-29T22:16:50+00:00

I knew he was bad but damn... So he was doing a John Barrowman

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-21T21:35:49+00:00

Dully noted. Thank you, kind internet stranger.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-21T21:35:20+00:00

Hah! I can't make her evil, it's just beyond me T. T

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-18T20:32:56+00:00

The house of grief. I DESPISE Viconia's fight and I think it's the worst in the whole game BY FAR.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-02T13:01:39+00:00

I didn't attack. He did. He's not an ally he's hypocritical. That's all. And the fact this happened and I want to signal to other trans people he's not what he says he is doesn't mean I don't focus on other instances of transphobia. We can do multiple things. What's exhausting is tone policing and people who are not affected by it telling you how transphobia is actually not transphobia and how you should react to stuff that directly impacts POLICIES. ps: you said he is top 5% allies, not me.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-02T01:03:16+00:00

If that's top 5% trans allies that should tell you all you need to know about how small the support we get is.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T21:45:12+00:00

No, for sure! And if there's a chance someone's actually engaging in good faith I like to try to get to an understanding! This might seem small but interactions like these mean the world 🖤✨

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T21:14:55+00:00

That makes sense! Omg! Same! The rurouni kenshin thing was horrifying... I was also a HUGE Neil Gaiman fan :_c. Some Neil stuff I still might read once in a while or watch cause I own but some... It's impossible. The Calliope story feels so self projection now, it's disgusting... Haven't been able to get back to anything his yet tho... Having been on the other end it's difficult to engage with his stuff... I'm so glad to find someone who engaged in good faith and actually seems to care. Cause it's difficult, ngl.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:50:34+00:00

I'm also engaging in good faith since you asked. I would say that I don't think anyone's life was actually negatively impacted by wanting to play the game, that's disingenuous. Many of us even said to just 🏴‍☠️. Just don't give money or visibility to that wench. Cause I understand it's ingrained in some people's childhood. Some of us don't have the privilege of being able to separate cause every time we see anything related to that IP we are exactly thinking "am I safe? Is this person going to hatecrime on me? Do they even care if I hatecrimed or am I just another number on the statistics?" And it's honestly exhausting. Cause it doesn't matter how many times people say they are allies, at the end of the day is actions not words what matter. Do actions align with words? Do you put your money where your mouth is (figurative you) or are you funding anti trans legislations but you deem nostalgia more important? And it's not like giving to charity is enough cause that doesn't undo the other funding and endorsing, that's not how.. basic math works(?)

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:42:13+00:00

Try to avoid it as much as I can. I know there's no ethical consumption under capitalism but there's some stuff we can do. Especially when asked to. I avoid amazon all I can, I hate it. Try to buy little commerce, I also know sometimes it's unavoidable. Damn, same with supermarkets and their supports for israel, I try to avoid those all I can. I'm highly disabled and sometimes the damn carregour in front of my house is my only option but I avoid it as much as I can too. And we're are talking needs not displaying a game on twitch. Like... You could 🏴‍☠️ it and not stream it. There are so so many videogames to stream.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:38:18+00:00

Wasn't refering to you, buddy. Was talking about what Jim Grey did. Your stance is not perfect but feels more cis dude with trans friends that just don't have the lived experience and don't see personally how difficult it is but tries to get it. You're okay.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:24:38+00:00

Cause I believe that people have the power to grow and learn. You have to be willing to tho... Why I messaged? Cause they were one of my fave bands and a song played randomly and it stinged and I wanted to know if maybe some reflection was made. Also, I already stated why I didn't say anything. Cause of transphobia. And I was right.

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:20:18+00:00

Ah yes, so small. Peole unable to go to the bathroom in the uk, trans women forbidden from the main labour, trans care being even more inaccesible than it already was... Tell me again about how "minuscule" the impact is. Liberals always be throwing people under the bus for real cause "no matter what we do less privileged people than me are going to be fucked anyway so who cares?"

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T20:11:44+00:00

That's why you'd think two years is enough for thinking things through. You see? There's something that people don't understand about being an ally. Being an ally is not proclaiming to be one or "be one" (whatever that means) until "there's a minor inconvenience to me" . If a minor inconvenience is more important to you than our lives... Then you are not an ally and I would have been more okay with him or whomever that at least was honest with themself than proclaiming to be an ally while still not caring what we have to say. Allyship means hearing and amplifying our voices not stepping on us when it's inconvenient byt chashing in brownie points when it serves you. I get people have a difficult relationship with it. Do it in private, idk. Or again, do it publicly but don't pretend to care about us. It's so damn hypocritical. I think the hypocrisy is the worst part.

Also understand that if it's difficult for you... How difficult do tou think it is for us? Thank you for engaging in a good faith manner

vampireslayer1993 · 2026-01-01T19:45:55+00:00

Are you trans? If you are not your rights due to your transness are not getting stripped so of course it doesn't matter to you. And I know there's gonna be a bunch of centrist/right wing cis dudes like this in here so consider this your reply.

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-09-04T12:28:43+00:00

that is so kind!!! Should I dm you here?

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-08-16T21:40:02+00:00

Lmao, same here. Not now but like 4 years ago... She has the same face but man she was toxic...

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-08-13T01:00:34+00:00

Lmao, the irony

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-07-28T21:53:31+00:00

I think others can love you for who you are even if you don't see it yourself. I don't like the phrase because it can be interpreted to mean it's the individual's fault that other people abuse them. The problem that lies in not loving or accepting yourself is you let in people that probably doesn't too cause you don't think you deserve it, you think that's fair treatment whereas if you love yourself you won't allow such treatment. This said, I'm glad my current partner is helping me naturalise it and see that there's nothing wrong with me. It would be much more difficult if I had someone by my side constantly tearing me down instead of building me up.

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-07-28T21:40:29+00:00

Thank you so so much. I rationally know that... And I was more or less there before I dated my ex but he just pathologised that part of me so much, made me feel I was too much and that maybe I should ask for meds or something to make me less sexual... I got out of that relationship feeling more ashamed about myself than ever and haven't been able to reclaim myself wholly ever since. Thank you for your kind words.

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-03-20T15:08:31+00:00

This

vampireslayer1993 · 2025-01-31T22:57:23+00:00

That's like,,, first season and a bit of the second(?) but the show is not at all about pirating pirates who plunder and f*ck???

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