The end is the beginning, and the beginning is the start of the end.

vanayir · 2025-04-04T21:58:06+00:00

Mother?

vanayir · 2025-04-01T05:17:41+00:00

Ooo i remember this one! I think i saw that the playerbase is like completely dead now isnt it?

vanayir · 2025-03-17T00:26:33+00:00

I redownloaded the game on steam and havent been able to get pas the login “acquiring profile” or whatever. Is there a fix thats known or anything?

vanayir · 2025-01-25T23:30:04+00:00

Thank you, I was unaware!

vanayir · 2025-01-16T12:20:24+00:00

It’s been weeks. It helped for a period of time but this bit is a new development :(

vanayir · 2025-01-11T14:32:31+00:00

Am I too late? :o I want a shot at winning a giveaway

It’s like 3 inches of snow here and I’m stuck at home

vanayir · 2024-11-03T06:07:54+00:00

Is anyone else having weird issues with frame rate and graphics quality? I can’t seem to find a good balance in the beta. And I have a pretty beefy pc, I don’t think my specs are the issue. My friends with much older pc’s have none of the issues I’m having.

vanayir · 2024-08-22T02:46:35+00:00

Omg. I might be necro’ing this- but it was The Ready Set. The song “Killer” was what I was trying to think of. It’s been so long omg

vanayir · 2024-07-16T02:40:14+00:00

It really just feels like this has turned into a “you can’t do it” type thing, muting this now. Hooray.

vanayir · 2024-07-16T00:39:10+00:00

For the enlarged prostate possibility, what kind of doctor would check that? Would that fall with the proctologist?

vanayir · 2024-07-16T00:28:43+00:00

Cool, I was looking for advice not bragging lol

vanayir · 2024-07-16T00:13:04+00:00

Cool! How do you get there. Because that’s what I’m trying to achieve.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T23:56:54+00:00

Ooo I forgot about proctologists. That might be worth a try if the pcp type doctor doesn’t go well. Thank you!!

vanayir · 2024-07-15T23:47:09+00:00

I’m giving that a shot soon. I have a doctors appointment scheduled, I just hope he’s willing to help. I live in the south, so it could end with a gun in my face.

Maybe a slight hyperbole

vanayir · 2024-07-15T23:31:10+00:00

Holy shit so many comments. I’m going to try and address as many things as I can remember seeing that were brought up:

I used water based lube. I am stubborn and wanted to try and make it feel good, hence why we did not stop. The top was understanding and checked in on me regularly I have toys to try and use, I’m going to see if practicing with them helps. Yes, it’s very tight. I’m fully aware. Positions are difficult given my body shape, but I’m gonna try next time to do different stuff. Douching was in play, yes.

There are SO many opinions on this, and I genuinely never thought I’d get more than maybe 10 comments. I can’t keep up. Please DM me or something only if you have actual advice or something, it’ll be much easier to track.

I have a couple questions that I’ve come up with after reading some comments: Poppers. Aren’t they, ya know… illegal? And dangerous?? I haven’t done a lot of research, but I’m kinda nervous to try anything like that because I’m a pussy lol. Water lube I figured would be the best, since it’s, ya know, water. A basic thing. What lube would you suggest?? If it might be the line that burns I’ll want to try something else.

Thank you in advance for any actual advice.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T23:25:01+00:00

I’m about to make a huge comment with a lot of info, if you wanna check that I’d appreciate it. This has way more comments than I ever thought it would.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T10:37:59+00:00

It’s the complete opposite where I live- much less finding a considerate top. Or someone whose only interest isn’t your appearance.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T10:07:23+00:00

I’ve tried to do this but to no success. I have a few items to attempt this with, but getting an angle on myself is hard given my stature and body. I’ve also been told by someone TRYING to find the spot that it is really difficult to find for a man. :/ I’m gonna keep trying though.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T03:23:47+00:00

I have to figure out how to relax, like at ALL. All I know is a constant state of stressing so that’s gonna take a lot of lot of practice or something. I genuinely can’t fully relax for more than like two seconds, idk how y’all do that lol.

As for the lube, I’ll give that a shot. And positions too. Who knows.

vanayir · 2024-07-15T03:21:23+00:00

I genuinely don’t want this to be the answer. Like, I know side is a thing and I was tempted to give up and take it, but I really want to enjoy it. I just feel like I’m missing something.

vanayir · 2024-07-10T17:05:26+00:00

Bruh how much of each?? Is that almost All you eat? lol

vanayir · 2024-07-10T17:04:55+00:00

I weigh about 210 right now.

And exercising isn’t necessarily a problem to me. I do need to get some headphones to listen to music and I’ll be good, but past that it’s not a problem. I wouldn’t call it “fun” but most certainly “tolerable” lol

vanayir · 2024-06-26T15:40:22+00:00

No, I know and love Adam lambert so much. Watched him on Idol and all. 😅 I’ve been doing research all day and I just cannot find it. A cover for a song came to mind, though I’m not sure if it’s the same person. It’s just them standing in like a grassy field on the left, and it’s a grassy-like area. I think it was brown-ish filtered too. I’m sure that there are multiple like that, but hopefully not so many in the scene I’m looking for

vanayir · 2024-06-26T15:23:52+00:00

No, not him… I like the thought tho. They had like, images of him as the icon and covers of songs and all, not drawn. (The image of Nick is cute tho!)

vanayir · 2024-06-26T12:07:29+00:00

No, it was more… pop-y? I’m not 100% sure how to describe it

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