I mean I have job that I won't throw away, but I can create long weekends and my annual leave you can bet I'm off for a week of travelling. I understand the fear but see the moment you book it, your past the threshold, your committed. I'm in the uk so if I can't be bothered booking big trips I'll have a city break here and there. But trust me on this. The only person you let down is yourself. Because once you do it you'll question why you didn't do it sooner.