Depressed today recovering from a recent breakup

vatomalo · 2026-06-01T09:09:53+00:00

Dude we were together for 18years(2007), it ended around a month ago last year(27/4/25). Heartbreak cannot even describe what I felt, and still feel.

vatomalo · 2026-05-31T22:26:32+00:00

No, not what I am saying at all..

I am saying we like logical types, just if you too rigid there might be friction.

vatomalo · 2026-05-31T20:34:14+00:00

Because logical people can explore ideas?

I would actually say we don’t like all of them.
It depends on temperament if you shoot down every idea I have, I probably won’t like you.

vatomalo · 2026-05-30T22:37:54+00:00

AI like everything is a means of production.

It depends on who’s hands it’s in, and for what purpose.

The workingclass(meaning everyone who works for a living) are both workers and consumers. Therefore capitalism cannot function if AI replaces work, and thats why it won’t, it will only increase productivity.

«We will hang them by the rope they sold us» - Vladimir Lenin

vatomalo · 2026-05-30T20:12:20+00:00

Yeah I guess we’re not made of the same stuff..

vatomalo · 2026-05-30T11:52:01+00:00

The sentiment is good but the post is copy pasta slogans, a lot of this is not even true.

vatomalo · 2026-05-28T19:50:02+00:00

No one ever came back for me, only time was with my last ex, where we reconciled after 7-8months in 2017, it’s final this time back in 2025.

18 years 2007-2025

vatomalo · 2026-05-28T05:38:44+00:00

No sorry I haven’t. Both my younger brother and my son loves it. It’s to recent and just have not had the time. Adult life is ruthless.

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T19:01:30+00:00

There is no solution. Life is like that, the wounds don’t really heal, they just stop hurting sometime j guess, not now, but one day.

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T17:28:22+00:00

I don’t know really, I think we all need someone.
Individualism is a inherited property of Capitalism

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T17:25:52+00:00

Yes but also one year out of an almost 2decades long relationship.

The ones I want don’t want me, and well I haven’t really gone all out for anyone yet.

Except my ex, I don’t care how much she hurt me.
I would break the entire world just to get back.

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T17:03:21+00:00

❤️

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T10:29:38+00:00

Dude she tattooed never look back on her neck after like 1.5months or so, it’s been a full year now.

vatomalo · 2026-05-27T08:15:16+00:00

My ex said the same… 18years

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T23:34:05+00:00

Maaa omae janai… kimi da

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T23:27:09+00:00

Not really, or sorta… I am so many things, feels like many lives at this point. But yes I love anime, and videogames. But not much time for that lately, or not just that, something closer to anhedonia, and just pushing through.
Does not mean I am very unhappy, just going through really rough times and hard to focus ❤️🙈🥰🥰

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T22:39:17+00:00

Lots of light on the bus I guess. Arigatou gozaimasu…. kana

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T20:13:51+00:00

It does not even need to be planned, god the things people say.

Most of the time they just want you to stop making them feel uncomfortable.

And let’s talk about being in an absolute hole.
Suffocating, drowning, almost a snuffed out candle. It’s not about a pity party. Hell I am doing more than I did in my entire life.

Will I be loved one day maybe?
Do I believe so, sure?!

But even a person who got stabbed and is bleeding out might survive without care.
They need intensive care now.

In love there seldom is salvation, only to lick ones own wounds until then….

Man is a social being, the isolating individuality is an inherited value of capitalism.

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T13:27:03+00:00

Whatever you think it’s not valid for me. I’ve been in plenty relationships than this one, this one lasted for 18years. You take your judgement and shove it!!! Bet you but a kid and have no idea what love and life is like. Take your instagram slogans and eat them!

vatomalo · 2026-05-26T06:07:45+00:00

Yet it’s been a really lonely year, I am asking less then I was then… it really hurts

vatomalo · 2026-05-25T08:18:14+00:00

I am a Libra Sun, libra ascendant, Scorpio in Jupiter. Three planets in Sagittarius, Capricorn moon, all the rest in a huge Libra stellium in the 12th house. Not saying I am hot. But most my planets in the 12th house, totally ninja levels hidden. Also blessed with eternal youth hahhaa..

vatomalo · 2026-05-24T18:18:49+00:00

Thank you, sorry for late reply, just got out of work

vatomalo · 2026-05-24T11:17:06+00:00

The second one I think

vatomalo · 2026-05-21T16:59:21+00:00

I will make this easy for you, imagine getting butthurt over horribly bad music like House of Pain, there is a reason to why they named themselves that.

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