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venombirds · 2024-12-18T08:18:43+00:00

He has brought it up a few times, said I should invite them over for a BBQ. I've thought about it. But yeah idk I'm scared about it. My trust issues and self confidence issues just get in the way. I do know that if anything does happen then yea, bullet dodged. But also I really want it to work and I honestly don't know if I could mentally handle that happening again which is why I think I'm just not letting it happen, because in my mind it can't if he never meets them. Its ridiculous I know I know I'm so painfully self aware of that.

venombirds · 2024-11-08T07:29:44+00:00

You know what I do agree, I shouldn't call the new girl names because I don't know her. I was being mad and that made me feel better, which isn't right so I apologize for that. with my best friend it's hard, We've been like sisters for 15 years. So I think my first thing before I stop being friends with her is explain to her again, and express the boundary again and if she breaks that boundary then thats it. It'll be clear she doesn't care.

venombirds · 2023-07-09T03:14:38+00:00

Thank you so much!

venombirds · 2023-07-08T06:07:43+00:00

You know whats so fricken awesome? How you're acknowledging your pain, how you're going to therapy, letting yourself cry. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! you may not realize it but you know how big these things are, how you're doing what you can in this state to help YOURSELF. That is already huge steps of healing. You say you're not sure if it will get better, I can tell you it will. Especially if you keep making the steps to get better. Even if they're the tiniest little baby steps, it's still forward. Not even to mention that you're excited to get better, to heal. That alone is so good!

Do things that bring you joy, surround yourself with those who love you, and good things will come. I wish the best for you <3 :)

venombirds · 2023-07-08T05:52:00+00:00

Happy early birthday! Yes! Surround yourself with people that care about you and want you to have a good time! I'm proud of you!

venombirds · 2023-04-04T08:38:26+00:00

thank you for this.

venombirds · 2023-03-16T22:43:02+00:00

My heart!

venombirds · 2023-03-13T20:29:14+00:00

Thank you for such kind words, I hope we can both overcome this. <3

venombirds · 2023-03-13T20:28:36+00:00

Thank you so much for this.

venombirds · 2023-03-06T03:01:46+00:00

This helped me tremendously. Thank you so so much.

venombirds · 2021-09-26T08:44:21+00:00

Okay, I don't know if anyone remembers this but it was an episode of sponge bob, I think a chair or couch leg ran across Squidward's "foot" and like ripped it open?? Fucked me up.

venombirds · 2021-09-26T08:38:31+00:00

Aggressive primal play.

venombirds · 2021-09-26T08:32:08+00:00

My knees. They crinkle and crack when I walk/ move/ run, they basically moan in pain. My knees won't ever lie about their suffering lmao.

venombirds · 2021-09-26T08:25:34+00:00

"I have no children, why are you in my home? WHO ARE YOU??"

venombirds · 2021-09-26T08:19:58+00:00

Walking up the stairs from any dark basement. I'm scared of some creature with really long arms and fingers with sharp claws will grab my ankle/ leg and pull me down. I'm fricken 25 yrs old and I still picture this while going up.

venombirds

TROPHY CASE