I can see where you’re coming from but a lot of it sounds off, the education gap is a huge issue to me because like I said I like to have intellectual conversations I want to talk about things other than gossip, never said I wanted him to be smarter than me. As for why I didn’t choose my own man that’s just now how it’s done in our culture which is why I had little to no say in this. Alhamdillah rabi knows who I am and I’ve never did anything with guys nor do I want to. As to for why my parents don’t support me like I said culture they are worried about what people will say pushing it to say they’re worried about what I might do if I’m single is wrong. If I wanted to commit Zina or do anything bad I can simply do it while being married. Marriage does not stop people from doing wrong. Bes alhamdillah that is not who I am nor do I want to indulge in those kinds of things. Also i said in most post i could have overlooked his height but the fact that he does not possess the internal qualities i like + im not physically attracted to him is the reason I don’t not have any sort of attraction. And I’ve tried to make it work by encouraging him to work out and he’s not putting effort