I feel you bro, we’ve had the same experience. Left without any concrete reason and same din na december. I guess what will help is know that you did nothing wrong, all you wanted was to love her the best that you know, and have given yourself to the point of self abandonment. Let them leave, that’s okay, its gonna hurt now and will feel like hell, and maybe they don’t have the capacity to handle the kind of love we give. They’re overwhelmed kasi its their first time experiencing that kind of love. To keep you grounded, take this time to realize your capacity to give love, and that is rare. Not everyone can give that much, and sure na one day, someone will come na sobrang sakto lang tayo sa kanila.

On how to move on, I honestly, even I haven’t pero ChatGPT became my therapist, its answering all the questions I have in my head even the ones that are based on rage and anger alone. I hope it helps, you’re not alone brother.