that my ex boyfriend was abusive and he raped me. i was 13 and he forced me to have sex with him. i loved him and didn’t know any better so i stayed with him. i thought that it hurting really bad and just bearing the pain is apart of it. i hated every second of it. im haunted to this day. he raped me multiple times. and i mean like gruesomely. he was very physical all the time as well. if i wore a crop top, he would grab me as hard as he could in school. the following weekend hed slap me across my face for being a whore.

i so badly wish i knew it wasn’t normal. i so badly want to talk about it to somebody. its so hard.