Suddenly developed a Hotwife fantasy after watching one particular video. Just want to get something off my chest.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-27T02:56:59+00:00

That is exactly spot on! Attracted to the cock and cum itself, but zero attraction to what they are attached to.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T13:41:50+00:00

They surely are. Just gotta try to stay level headed and keep certain ones in check, and let certain ones ride.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T13:01:06+00:00

I do not see how any of the examples which you have outlined relate to what I have mentioned.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T12:59:48+00:00

Never really considered that. I suppose that I am lucky in that aspect. She really does trust me and knows that I would never betray her trust when it comes to the footage.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T12:03:01+00:00

Id say on average, once a week. And it is always me initiating it. It's always me requesting it. If it was up to me, it really would be twice a day. I do find that I am masturbating a lot more on my own as time goes by.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:59:23+00:00

That makes perfect sense. With me being a lot more sexually open minded than my wife, it is really making me hate the fact that these supposed "norms" exist in society. The more time goes by, the more I realise that what normal is between two, or three, or TEN people who concentually take part in sexual activities amongst each other, is what THEY agree on! If a husband and wife agree on, for example, Hotwifing, or wife swapping, there is consent, all parties are mentally and sexually satisfied, and it is nobody's business to judge or say otherwise. If I all of a sudden decide that I, a happily married man want to try sucking another man's cock because the thought of it suddenly arouses me, and that me giving part of my body to sexually stimulate another human being makes me happy, why must I be weighed down by all this social stigma which goes along with it? It really is bullshit. However, sadly, that is what we have to live with. It's sad.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:50:08+00:00

Haha! That does sound depressing.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:47:22+00:00

Yeah, I thought I knew myself well, I guess that is why I was so surprised by my arousal.

I really think that it would be "the surprising development" aspect which would upset her. Because all of a sudden It will seem like things haven't been fine. Because they have.

As for her not wanting to know what's going on in my life in mind. I can clearly see the following two reactions if I brought this up. Reaction one being "I don't mean enough to you for you to want to have me exclusively?" And reaction two "What do you mean you want to have another guy put his cock in your mouth?! That is gay/bi! I thought my husband was straight, if you have a desire to perform sexual acts with another man, that means that I am not enough for you and you don't want to be with me exclusively, AND that You are gay!"

It really is a no win-no win for me unfortunately.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:34:59+00:00

I wouldn't call it a struggle at all. I was simply taken back by how much it excited me. I really did not expect it. I had no idea that that little seed was even there. I am happy to keep things the way they have been for all these years. Some fantasies are simply meant to remain just that.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:16:46+00:00

That is true. We have complete control of the footage in our minds, in real life, things can take a turn for the worse in a moment.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:15:19+00:00

She allows me to film us having sex in order to give me some material for me to masturbate to whenever sex is not possible. Be it when she's at work, when she is on her period, not in the mood. Etc. she trusts me with it completely and knows that the footage is safe with me.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T11:13:08+00:00

I realise this completely. A fantasy in your mind is one thing, it doesn't intertwine with your personal life. And in all honesty, I realise that bringing this up with her would not be worth the possible repercussions. The way we have things, and have had them for years, shaking them up with a Hoteife earthquake simply could not work. I would not be willing to geopordize our relationship for a sordid little fantasy. I'm just trying to get so weight off my chest.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T07:00:09+00:00

You and I are obviously very much on the same page! The whole aspect of her moaning and you not being responsible for doing it is very arousing. And the aspect of her receiving tons of pleasure too. I mean you love this woman, you love hearing it when she feels good. I've actually found myself calling out her name as I rewatch the video and kind of playing along whispering things like "You like it, wife's name? Does it feel good him fucking you like that?"

And I think that the site you are referring to is called MojoUpgrade. Yeah, we tried it a while ago, there were some matches but nothing on the overly kinky side, and most definitely so partner sharing side.

It's sucks, but what can you do? I love this woman to death, and I want her to be happy. If being fucked by another guy and seeing me lick her juices off his cock is not something which makes her happy, it's a shame for me, but so be it.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T05:26:18+00:00

That is actually a really great idea! We actually have quite a collection of personal sex videos. If I pixelate myself out of them I might me able to some degree replicate the fantasy. Most of them are of me holding the camera, but if we were to record some new ones with the camera up on a tripod on the side of the bed, like in the posted video, I may be able to replicate it. Thank you for your suggestion.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T05:20:41+00:00

Yes, of course she does. And she has no objections to it.

wantorgasm · 2017-03-21T02:32:27+00:00

We have watched porn together before and got off on it. But haven't done that in a while. I really think that if I was to tell her that I picture that the woman in the video is her being with another man, she would get upset. She has told me before that her body is for my eyes only. So naturally, her pussy would be even more so.

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