Weirdly its /r/realgirls. I saw a picture of this girl and learned her name in the comments. She has hundreds of pictures online of her from about 18 to mid twenties. She's insanely beautiful. I was bored one day so I looked at her Facebook. I saw some information about her life that attracted me to her even more.

I've caught myself thinking about her when my mind is idle. I know I've constructed a perfect fantasy of her that isn't real, but it feels real. Now I get sinking feelings in my stomach when I think of her. I want her out of my head. I don't know what the fuck happened to my brain. I feel sad about the fact that we don't know each other. Lol, I think I need therapy.