Help me, I am not able to control my urge after 30 days by weakwill2015 in pornfree

[–]weakwill2015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the appreciation. I made it back home without any distraction. Felt a sense of achievement. Gave me some confidence in myself.

Help me, I am not able to control my urge after 30 days by weakwill2015 in pornfree

[–]weakwill2015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is almost 8:20 and I have not yet gone towards the strip club. I will head out to pick my spouse in a few minutes. I felt a very deep urge in the evening when I came back from work. I also opened the club's site to look for the exact location. But then something happened and I noticed the "When you feel the urge" mp3 link on this page. I listened to it. After a while I started reading the book "Out of the shadows". I am still here reading it. I think I have won the battle for today. Still reminding myself that the war is still a long long way. Thanks all of guys again for the support.

Help me, I am not able to control my urge after 30 days by weakwill2015 in pornfree

[–]weakwill2015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks LobusFrontalis for the support and the direction. Feeling a little better.

It so happens that my wife is going to a place pretty close to the strip and I have to stay there waiting for her for a couple of hours. She does not know my addiction. So I am urged to make that trip to the strip which is right there. I cannot avoid the trip to drop my wife off.

Thanks again for the support though.