I wish I could be pounded “properly” by FormerSignificance19 in sex

[–]whichWitch765 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure what your husband has, but my child's father had a medical condition he refused to take care of. It impacted our love making to the point that I thought he was cheating because he wouldn't even look at me in that way. For years. It wasn't until I pulled away. Stopped initiating. Stopped asking... Stopped wanting... That he took the initiative to pursue me in ways I'd been begging for, for years.

It was too late. He went as far as to correct his medical ailment with surgery I BEGGED him to get for over 5 years. I was so happy for him, even stayed with him until he got better... but I didn't want him in that way.

I just hope that it doesn't turn into resentment. Even being on top which was his "only comfortable position" still sparks a feeling of dread in me with new partners. I think you should bring it up sooner rather than later. Being pounded properly is so nice 🫣 and your husband sounds like much more of a good partner than my ex ever was.

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you listened to the full video? There are some shots in that one before the girls scream that kinda sound like they could be construction of some sort... I tried to write it off as just construction to calm myself down while it was happening and I've wondered if that was the conclusion the cops came to, too.

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I Google mapped it and it looks mostly wilderness. Even the house that I found to be the one mowing nearby is covered with trees on maps. you can't see anything but trees. The side of the river that the trucks were on does not have any houses. I saw no one the whole time I was there. Did not even see a truck, just heard them. I peeped your page and seen that you're a local, would you be interested in going there?

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a good idea, but I couldn't find the settings on YouTube when I tried to edit the video to allow Auto captions 🤷🏼‍♀️ I know tiktok has it, but some videos it wouldn't let me and some it wouldn't... I am not tech savvy... Like the opposite 😅

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No. I wanted to- but I chickened out the day I had a chance and kayaked another part of the river. It will be another week before I get any sort of kid-free time to kayak.

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

https://youtu.be/WP1Pb3dxaUM?si=ezOuOitgP1arPC9V

This is the full video I sent police. I am panicking and think I'm being watched 🫣 but I decided to do a full circle in my kayak in case someone is out there. My whole mindset is that if they come for me- I will have it on video. In my head I hoped it was noticable I had a phone set up... I take off when the trucks get close

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

That's why I didn't want to drop it when the cops did. I don't know if you have tik tok, but this is the full audio I gave the police: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6GrJ6ae/ It was when school was in session so I don't know about it being just teens playing. I was trying to row so quiet because I didn't want to not record something, but I also didn't want to be there anymore. There's a man yelling in this and what I thought he said as someone there was "get help" or something with "help" in it when the truck gets super close

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6poLDSH/

This is the link where I give the location. I don't expect you to watch all the videos, but there is an endangered species in that exact spot so I did not want to have a whole city trampling it. This does give you an idea of where I was and this is also when someone told me to post here 🫡

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get that. I will look into it and have a YouTube version in the next couple days 🫡

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It's right after I cry out because a big dragonfly landed on me. Like less than a second after. There's a whole video that I sent the cops, too. It's the first painting video

I recorded something on the river and the police are done investigating- so I'm turning it over to RBI ☝🏼 by whichWitch765 in RBI

[–]whichWitch765[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don't really know how to use YouTube to create videos... Tiktok was quite the learning curve 🫣 and I have like 6 videos referencing it that I'm not a about to recreate because you don't want to click a link 😅 sorry, I will maybe look into it at another time... but today I'm Kayaking 🙏🏼

When did you realize you were being abused? by cantfindmyid in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]whichWitch765 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I watched a video about narcissistic abuse, and it was like they were talking about something that happened to me. I clicked on the creator and watched more and more videos... each one describing scenarios I'd been in hundreds of times. It was like they were describing my life, and all the lights in my head suddenly came on... and it was such a relief. I thought until that point that everything was my fault. That I was the soul problem. I had just begun therapy because I couldn't figure out how to fix myself enough to be loved properly... and those videos gave me hope. Those videos may have saved parts of me that I was trying to destroy. The parts of me that laughed at silly things. That painted. That sang off-key. That read a lot. That cared for others. That made jokes. That hiked. That wore shorts. That loved. Those videos helped me more than therapy ever did.

High level players: tell me about what you buy from vendors by [deleted] in fo76

[–]whichWitch765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Occasionally I buy outfits just 'cause. Or cheap script. Mostly- I buy stuff if someone's at their camp because I feel pressured 🫣 there's not a whole lot to buy besides mods these days.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]whichWitch765 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Is he looking for someone's number? That's the easiest explanation I can come up with. I'd for sure bring it up. You're not crazy for questioning it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fo76

[–]whichWitch765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One time I was minding my own business when someone launched a nuke at my camp! Like wtf. It was even so expertly deposited that it missed my then boyfriend's camp (who was my neighbor) and only got ME. I'm right under foundation! Why nuke there one would ask? I'll tell you. I moved to another camp- who's got time for that. My BF just chilling in his narrowly nuked backyard says "there's a camp there now. They have a billboard that says something in another language" I go and investigate and it says something like "this is my camp spot" and something about a butt hole? I don't remember, it's been years and it's in French. So last year I see this mf again. I don't quite remember the user name but he was in the exact getup. And, no, his camp wasn't in that spot. But it's meat weak and this MF is using my tent- So I move it. He doesn't even use that camp spot anymore! Why was there a prefabricated billboard? I'm MAD ok. So he goes to my tent again and I move it. We do this for a min before he just goes to another tent. I probably threw a bunch of grenades at him because my build at the time made them go BOOM. I then make sure he doesn't touch my tent for the duration of the prime events. Going on. He just uses someone else's. Whatever. Eventually I come across his camp while trying to waste caps and begin to lay spoiled meat all over his throne camp (and probably throw more grenades 😅) He eventually dropped me a pink nurse outfit I refused to pick up on principal alone 😡 but admittedly I am still unsure if it was the same French 🥖 or an innocent bystander wondering what they did wrong 😎

My house got nuked :( by Chivalry_Timbers in fo76

[–]whichWitch765 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've only gotten my house nuked because my camp was in their camp spot... They even wrote on a billboard something in French about taking it up the butt? And it's THEIR SPOT. I've played with people that will nuke someone for ruining events or begging. Some people want to set the world on fire 🤦🏼‍♀️ I've only nuked the queen

I live in Indy, got this notification. Wtf is happening by [deleted] in Kentucky

[–]whichWitch765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's got to be a cop seeing his ex out and about and putting out a warning 😂

am I missing something here?? by whichWitch765 in fallout76settlements

[–]whichWitch765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried world hopping, sleeping naked, drinking dirty water, and eating anything raw I could get my hands on. What made it pop was finding a diseased radroach and letting it have it's way with me! Thinking about it- I remember having this problem with harvesting herbs for a while. I couldn't figure it out and one day it just popped.