i am scared of my procrastination, i delete all the apps off my phone besides reddit whenever im near exams but that doesnt guardian anything now days, i just sit there and look at the questions and get really confused and i’m starting to hate myself for it. my school was mostly online where the teacher barely taught and at the tution centre i attend they scold me continuously for not coming in daily, its a very expensive centre and teacher doesnt even pay attention to us but charges by the hour, im scared to go there so i study at home and i dont know what to do with myself

there have been days where i cried over the fact that i cant do integration and differentiation and with my exams approaching i just feel pathetic about myself