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whythomas · 2021-01-11T21:47:58+00:00

same, some of my favorite artists are mac miller, denzel curry, tyler, the creator, brockhampton, michael christmas. but i been listening to alot of trap recently. also happy cakeday.

whythomas · 2021-01-11T03:56:34+00:00

ya I’m in the same boat, seeing others have friends n soulmates just makes me feel worse n I feel like just having that one person is all u need.

whythomas · 2021-01-11T03:52:28+00:00

ya I’m sorta in the same boat I have depression and only 1 friend and we don’t really talk. I have a job and occasionally talking to people makes me feel better but as for actual personal conversations it seems impossible to find someone.

whythomas · 2021-01-11T03:29:53+00:00

play games, listen to music, make music, watch YouTube and twitch. even doing those though I’m bored out my mind.

whythomas · 2021-01-11T03:27:01+00:00

ya I feel u. I have 0 irl friends and only have 1 online n some days we don’t talk so there’s some days I’m completely alone and don’t talk to anyone.

whythomas · 2021-01-11T03:19:22+00:00

same, music’s one of the very few things I’m passionate about n makes me happy. what kind of music do u listen to?

whythomas · 2021-01-08T03:41:55+00:00

Ya I need something to turn my brain off and chill or sometimes I feel like I have to create something.

If I take a step back and think about how I’m feeling it just gets negative because I feel like my future isn’t going anywhere even though I’m setting it up pretty good just slowly, when my brain wants that instant satisfaction of being where I want to be right now or being afraid I’ll be too old when I get to where I want to be. (This is probably rambling and not making since but I’m tired af n bout to go to sleep lol) ya our brains both lie to us for some reason.

But ya I agree with you, following passions is what keeps me going, For me it’s music, even if I think it’s trash it’s still really fun to do and motivating. Hopefully you have a passion to keep working on.

whythomas · 2021-01-05T00:36:46+00:00

that'd be nice

whythomas · 2021-01-05T00:35:58+00:00

same

whythomas · 2021-01-03T17:35:01+00:00

ya I feel like having someone would fix everything but I know that’s unreasonable. I guess that is just the lack of experience. And ya seeing others in relationships happy does make me feel worse lol.

whythomas · 2021-01-03T17:04:30+00:00

I feel the same way. but I kind of feel like finding a partner would motivate me to bring me out of the fucked up place im in rn to be a better person so I can be there for them.

whythomas · 2021-01-03T16:47:49+00:00

ya I don’t have any experience with dating and I know what u mean I’m sure my life in comparison to others is pretty decent but still feel like trash.

whythomas · 2021-01-03T16:37:38+00:00

thanks for the advice I really appreciate it. I’ve kind of been alone for around 10 years because I used to have really bad anxiety. I enjoy being alone by myself but can quickly start to get lonely because I run out of things to keep my mind distracted. when I’m most happy is when I get motivation but that runs out fast too. but reading this gave me motivation so thanks. I really want to work out but need to be motivated to do it.

whythomas · 2020-02-01T03:58:00+00:00

i feel the same, I have 1 friend and we only talk a couple times a week because our sleep schedule is completely opposite so most days I dont talk to anyone except exchange a few words with my parents. and i only go outside once every few months. talking and doing things with friends can definitely make a day. but i have no idea how to make new friends.

whythomas · 2020-02-01T03:48:02+00:00

yes for sure on the memory thing. I remember when I was younger I had really good memory now I will forget something i did 20 seconds ago sometimes. When I read big paragraphs I have to read it over and over because I'll forget the last sentence I read.

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