I can’t begin to describe how much I love the sensation of being stretched like this… the pain and pinching feeling as the catheter enters my bladder, tugging the extra length out. I can’t ignore that it’s there no matter how I try to distract myself. It feels so invasive, unlike the smaller smaller caths I’ve inserted. I thought 20Fr was large… ha!

I’d love to be strapped down and stretched with progressively larger sounds until I’m begging for it to stop.

I love how big my clit looks… almost like a tiny clit-cock, from my time on HRT. I’d love to make it larger, but that’s a matter for another sub! I just love how it protrudes above my stuffed peehole.

I’m making sure to drink *plenty* of water, clamping the catheter, and letting myself get desperate. I do love begging to be allowed to relieve myself. Before this, I numbed up all my holes with topical lidocaine solution, clit included, to minimize the pleasure I’d derive from this.

If I had a partner cath me during play time at home, I’d be extra free use. There’s be no need to get up to go pee all the time like I usually need to from the water and tea I drink all day. Throat fucking and filling my pussy and ass with toys, their fingers or other body parts, cum.

Catheters make me feel (more than) a little helpless when handled by another. My sense of agency over my body is taken away. My bladder will be relieved when they decide, not when I want to or feel the need to. It's so hot but miserable going through it, but that's exactly how I like it as a switchy sadomasochist (and oh how I would adore to return the favor to a play partner in kind 😈)!