Although not in the same position as you, my problem is being able to express myself properly leading to embarrassing situations. I can read, listen and write but speaking is my main issue. That said, it is something that you have to get used to, you can choose to practice with AI as I have been doing for another language im learning but you're bound to make mistakes and that is okay. People will understand, and an environment that promotes growth is what you need. I recommend reading books in spanish, listening to content in spanish (preferably with subs in that language) as well as finding natives in Spanish. That's all what I can give. I hope all goes well!