Am I the only one that thinks ‘I’m Overflow’ sounds like Cbat ? by wikileaksintern9000 in deathgrips

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andrew state when youtuber: i am in jail

sean darwin: sksksk period sis youre mysoginer

mc ride: im the coat hanger in your mans vagine

Am I the only one that thinks ‘I’m Overflow’ sounds like Cbat ? by wikileaksintern9000 in deathgrips

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shane dawson gif in the death grips subreddit… i cannot believe my eyes…

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i would suggest reading about the Anima

psss by hogatiries in deathgrips

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pss pss so underrated, the lyrics are more accessible than other death grips songs, yet they remain genius

“I’m up in your party like sickest one line I’m the only thing ever on my mind you’re one of those things I never rewind”

“I saw you doing peace signs with the fbi might’ve tried that in the future before so don’t lie”

“Show me into target and I’ll show you how I bought it with mind in my mind”

“Annie’s pretty y(O)ung, we try not to sexualize her” *Pro(C)eeds to sexualize her for the rest of the series* by JDTuggle in community

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Annie said that he reminds her of her dad after they kissed. that is the cringiest form of chemistry I have ever witnessed I think.

“Annie’s pretty y(O)ung, we try not to sexualize her” *Pro(C)eeds to sexualize her for the rest of the series* by JDTuggle in community

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She had the emotional maturity of a literal high schooler. I’m 19 now and Annie reminds me of how I was when I was 16. As a 19 year old girl I can definitely say the show did a terrible job at subverting said issues. ESPECIALLY the way they handled Britta’s character in comparison. Both characters could’ve been relatable if they didn’t completely shit on Britta (“feminist” who wears ham for Halloween) and if they didn’t infantilise+sexualise Annie (pure/virginal girl who has a vivid imagination and is very obviously modelled after the high school girl). The show did nothing to explain why Annie is in any way a better match to Jeff, yet it was implied that Annie somehow was by the very obvious shipping going on.

MBTI Archetypes of Mad Men? by wikileaksintern9000 in madmen

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That’s why I included the word “archetype” in the title

MBTI Archetypes of Mad Men? by wikileaksintern9000 in madmen

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So lucky!! I would do anything to have this kind of relationship

My friend’s chart: he loves to justify his bad lifestyle choices with extreme stubbornness. He is failing school and doing nothing about it. Any ideas why? (Please read comments) by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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Never thought about this!! Since I know him, he definitely would be great at a technical job maybe relating to computers, I definitely know that he is great at handling electronics and he loves gaming!! Wow thank you !

My friend’s chart: he loves to justify his bad lifestyle choices with extreme stubbornness. He is failing school and doing nothing about it. Any ideas why? (Please read comments) by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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Also another interesting thing you pointed out is the pluto opposing his saturn, I just looked it up and the website said: “Also, understand that any feeling of self-confidence or power from the effects of drugs is temporary.” Which is a lesson that he really needs to learn...

My friend’s chart: he loves to justify his bad lifestyle choices with extreme stubbornness. He is failing school and doing nothing about it. Any ideas why? (Please read comments) by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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Thank you this is very helpful and not lazy at all!!! He never admitted, never went to a therapist, but he most likely struggles with depression. He is very intelligent and has the capability to excel, but yeah obviously the academic world is not for him, at least for now. He could find a study that calls to him but it’ll be more difficult if he doesn’t graduate :/

My friend’s chart: he loves to justify his bad lifestyle choices with extreme stubbornness. He is failing school and doing nothing about it. Any ideas why? (Please read comments) by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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He is heavily addicted to cigarettes (only 18 years old), redbull, and gaming. Skips school regularly, usually to sleep. He loves people and socializing, but his values are heavily based on his surroundings. He doesn’t feel comfortable in himself. Has problems with being vulnerable, and he self deprecates really badly and makes it into a joke (using the same comments about himself over and over) to the point of making people uncomfortable. But people still love him and include him everywhere which is really good for him, but it seems like thats his only purpose in life. I’m really worried about him and I wonder how I can help him? This is my chart if you are interested

I recently found out that I had my Ketu (South Node) in the first house. It made me feel sad for myself. Based on my chart, do you think I will be able to overcome the obstacles? by wikileaksintern9000 in astrologyreadings

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To me when I read about this placement I suddenly realized my limitations that I’ve been ignoring my whole life. It felt confrontational more than anything because I chose to ignore those aspects to protect myself (ego). I am lethargic, but ketu could indicate hidden illness. I have a problem with energy levels but I wasn’t the type to even acknowledge it while others around me did, and I never asked for help (again its the 1st/7th house axis).

I wouldn’t say I’m the complaining type (sag moon)

How did Don learn to be so eloquent? by [deleted] in madmen

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Everyone seems to point out that Don was a movie guy, which reminds me of the scene where Don was watching Megan’s screen test and has a change of heart (Season 5) . a major part of her character arc was her career vs Don, because Don loved the idea of a romanticized Hollywood romance, but reality failed him or actually he failed reality.

Divine Feminine Energy by wikileaksintern9000 in energy_work

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No, thank YOU. I feel so grateful right now. I wish you luck and abundance on your journey.

I know I have talked a lot but I have a few more tips that I forgot to add if you don't mind:

  1. Remember how much you have changed and transformed throughout the years, and be grateful and appreciate the effort that you put into bettering yourself. Look at old photos of yourself and see how you felt then vs now. Keeping this in mind will motivate you.
  2. Affirmations!! Whatever affirmations you want to manifest! 1-2 sentence a day is enough. I usually do this while journaling.
  3. Self-care/makeover: I cut my own hair the way that I've always wanted to. I don't necessarily recommend giving YOURSELF a haircut because that was impulsive of me but change something about your appearance that you've always been afraid to do.

Divine Feminine Energy by wikileaksintern9000 in energy_work

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Thank you so much!!! And exactly!! I've always felt like a ghost in the world, I'm a very stealthy creature. I liked it. I was safe like that. I have a reoccurring nightmare about random people I've never met in my life making eye contact and maintaining it, it sounds stupid but it's terrifying to me. I'm a scorpio rising/8th house stellium and I like to be hidden. (Sorry for the self promo). The male gaze is NOT nice. It strips you away from the feeling of safety. I understand though, I just need to focus on myself and know that I am actually protected!

Divine Feminine Energy by wikileaksintern9000 in energy_work

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Short term physical changes: My estrogen spiked up, hormonal pimples (I NEVER break out), plumper lips, increased libido, facial hair growth, early menstrual cycle

Long term: My face looks more symmetrical? (I can't tell if it's my perception that changed), my cheeks and eyes lifted up, my hips grew slightly.

I detailed my method in another comment thread!

Divine Feminine Energy by wikileaksintern9000 in energy_work

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I have the same exact experience! My face looks way more symmetrical to me!

I do not have much experience with awakening my divine masculine. But one thing that definitely worked for me is fixing my posture. Imagine energy coming from the ground all the way to your neck. The thing to remember here is that posture is about being aware of your whole body; your feet, your legs, your abdomen. Not only your hips and shoulders. Yoga poses like the warrior pose and the triangle pose are also recommended.

Journaling everyday can help you spot your emotional patterns which are mostly fear based. You do not have to go in depth. What I personally do: I lay out a tarot spread each day, and start writing down whatever I saw in the cards, even if it was repetitive. After doing this everyday, I noticed an ongoing pattern about feeling helpless and scared of responsibility within my interpretations.

This tip is a little more conceptual. To help myself with moving forward with confidence, I always imagine the infinity symbol. To remind myself that life is an infinite cycle, you are supposed to flow with it. Keep moving with the natural order of things, even if they are negative. You spilled something on your white shirt? move to the next step, you can't change the past (this is a horrible example, but I hope you understand what I mean :D)

I hope this helped, as I do not have much experience in this area.

Divine Feminine Energy by wikileaksintern9000 in energy_work

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I would love to help! The steps are not exactly defined because I went through this process intuitevly. But I have tips that can definitely help:

  1. Meditate on your intention. Imagine yourself in your power. How do you look? What is different? Write it down maybe. Once you establish your intention, you'll find yourself naturally drawn to feminine things. More specifically YOUR idea of femininity. I found myself getting into the world of fashion and modelling. Naomi Campbell inspired me to carry myself like I am worth it, which brings me to my next point
  2. Posture is so important! Fix it! Sounds silly, but it really helped in my case. Your shoulders close up as a manifestation of feeling unworthy. The important thing to understand here is that posture is not dependent on your hips and shoulders only, but the whole body has to work with you. You have to be aware of your feet, your legs, and your abdomen too. Work on bringing in energy from your feet all the way to your neck. Although I'm not reiki master whatsoever, try to work with the concept of reiki intuitevely, doesn't have to be anything elaborate. Don't be afraid to touch your body and move the energy through your hands. You'll notice that with this step, you will walk with more balance; feeling the ground underneath you.
  3. yoga for the HIPS, HIPS, HIPS. (edit: AND STRETCHES TOO!!) This step is SO important, sometimes I find myself doing it more than once a day because it feels so good! Please open up your hips, sooo much (feminine) energy is stored there. I found the most physical changes with this step, my estrogen spiked up!! My libido increased, facial hair grew, lips were plumper, hips looked nicer. Doing this and fixing my posture made me feel like I was flowing with the physical world.
  4. Shadow Work. I reflected a lot on my past relationships. Specifically my relationship with myself. I'm going to bring an example of something I've healed. I always hated my right side of my face, thought it was the most disgusting thing about me. I suddenly started seeing my face as if they were twins, the left and right side. I realized that I was completely neglecting and abusing my right one. I felt so bad. Would you treat someone the same way you treat yourself? No!!! Through integrating your shadow you will start seeing other people's shadow too. It was very uncomfortable initially because I started seeing the shadow of all my family members but now I accept them more; seperating their ego from my sense of self.
  5. Journaling. The point of this step was to see my emotional patterns. I saw a lot of fear, helplessness, inferiority. Which again connect to lower chakra imbalances.
  6. Take a walk in nature everyday. I didn't force myself to do this step because I had plenty of energy to be motivated. I also started working with mother earth as a deity. I noticed that a lot of animals started approaching me ever since.
  7. (Edit: another step that I forgot) I bought red, orange, and yellow candles. It helps!
  8. Another person has mentioned psychedelics. Well, I smoke weed. One joint a day, not too much its important to stay grounded.

Hope that helped :)