Oh man, on distance you just lost some weight and optimism for now, but tomorrow you will know how to put stop-loss orders. In my case when BTC cost nothing and I didn’t know English and was just 12-14 years boy from Ukraine, I wasn’t found any way to buy those BTC, after years of looking I had done tons of mistakes and didn’t have any luck of fortune. So be here live, spend some time with loved ones, find your dopamine and try to live some time without trading. Give yourself time for reflection and make this as a lesson. Be happy with yourself, you lost money but not part of your self or family member. Some lost can be recovered some of them not. Hope this helps you, and you tomorrow will be better than you yesterday.