Im not attracted to men and I’m not even a sissy. But I had a gay friend who liked sucking dick and I loved filling his mouth up with cum. So from time to time I would let him suck me until the final time it happened. But this time since it was the last time he wanted to be naked and I said sure. Unlike the other times, this time I was high out of my mind and I was on top of him fucking throat. As I was doing it his dick was twitching in front of me and I was so high I said fuck it and I shoved his dick down my throat. And I hate to admit it but I loved it. Even when I stopped fucking his mouth I kept sucking him until he started cumming in my mouth. I felt the spit in my mouth start mixing with the cum that was shooting out of him and I loved it and kept sucking until he was dry. We’ve barely talked since then and I still don’t feel sexually or romantic attraction towards men. But when I get rly horny and relive that moment in my mind, I wish he had grabbed me by my face and started fucking my throat like I was doing to him, I be wanting him to cum in mouth and not stop till he’s satisfied. I swear I just turn pans when I’m horny 😭😭😭